A Parcel Filled With Sunshine…
6th April 2025
Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine,
I really hope you’re okay, and you slept well and very restfully. It’s another gorgeous day. If you go for a magical walk, thoroughly enjoy it for me too my lovely {} xxx
I haven’t heard Parcels for a very long time. Their two new songs popped up this morning. First, Leaveyourlove. I never want to and I only want you to shine…
Safeandsound, I hope it can be for both of us someday. I know I need to make myself feel safe. I’m starting to understand why I haven’t been able to. It’s not my fault, but that’s for another day. I’m not feeling very well. It’s the fluey post exertional malaise symptoms.
Somethinggreater also comes to mind. I feel it describes what’s happening at the moment. I hope we can… I think I’ll be, and hopefully it’ll be more healthy once I do the work on myself, silence those demons and finally know who I really am.
I really do hope you are okay {} xxx Take the greatest care of yourself my precious starshine, and take it gently. Enjoy the most beautiful, relaxing and joyous day for me, with the warmth and brightness of sunshine. I love you with all my heart. That will never change {} xxxx
It’s 4.04pm and I’ve just listened to Simple Minds’ Once Upon a Time. It’s a brilliant song and it’s the first time I’ve moved to music since November. It went straight through me. The song’s filled with so much hope. I hope it has the same effect on you too my lovely {} xxx Once again, it feels very apt.
The moon is beautiful this evening and definitely not blue. I imagine you’re enjoying its magnificence too {} xx It’s a wonderful way to end the day.
