Almost Free…

26th September 2025

Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,

How are you? I hope you’re keeping really well my lovely. I hope everything’s okay and you’re having a really good day {} xxx 

You haven’t got too long to go until you’re free for the weekend. I imagine you must be relieved. As always, I hope you’re not too exhausted. The United Rugby Championship is eagerly waiting for you to join them, with your favourite at 18.00. You must be very excited. I’m so happy and excited for you too, and keeping everything crossed {} xx

I miss my very special and precious friend. I really do. I still feel the pangs of pain in my heart. Someone posted The Rolling Stones’ Waiting On A Friend. I’ve never heard it before. It’s such a lovely song. The saxophonist is great. Without You is the new song from Miles. I hope you enjoy them both later my lovely {} xxx

I’m really struggling and feeling ill. It’s hitting my chest. The appointments and therapy stuff have finally caught up with me. I have the weekend to rest and be well enough for the next appointment. I really will be glad when they’re over. 

It’s 14.41. Thoroughly enjoy your very special moment with coffee {} xx

Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my precious friend, and enjoy the most fabulous, fun, relaxing and exciting weekend. Love every thrilling minute with Retsniel for me too {} xxx

Ronnie Barker speaking about word play with Parkinson is so funny. It reminded me of the clip you sent me of Stanley Unwin with Ken Dodd. It’s splendiferous! 

Rest, rest and rest my lovely, and give yourself lots of love and care for me {} xx I’m going to do the same as well. 

I’m thinking of you and I’m sending you tons and tons of love, with the biggest and tightest of magical healing and protective bear hugs, covered in gentle kisses. They’ll be with you all weekend {} xxxx

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