Always Connected…
24th December 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx
I was wrong. Writing is not the only way I can feel connected to you. Roxy Music posted Bill Murray singing More Then This in Lost in Translation. It automatically brought me back to you, along with some tears.
Someone also posted The Divine Comedy’s Absent Friends. I forgot how beautiful it is. I’m still keeping everything crossed it’s not permanent {} xxx
I made a huge breakthrough today. I woke up panicking because I can’t write properly to everyone. I managed to do some self-soothing, and calmed myself down. It’s the first time I’ve been able to regulate those emotions.
This is the best present. It means with time and practice, I can slowly teach myself that I am now safe and out of danger. I’m finally starting to learn how to self regulate my emotions. I know there’ll still be times when it’s difficult, but I’ve made that first step. This is an important part of healing. I am slowly getting there.
It’s 13:13. How are you my lovely? I hope you’re feeling wonderful and happy {} xxx The sun’s shining brightly. I hope you’ll have time to enjoy it’s warmth and brightness. I really hope you can take everything at a relaxed pace.
I’m still struggling, but sleeping tablets helped. I’m going to finally have my shower. Hallelujah!!
Take it gently and restfully my lovely, and enjoy the most gorgeous day with your precious heart filled with love, sunshine, music and magic {} xxx
I’m sending you an infinite amount of love, with the biggest and tightest of warm bear hugs and kisses. Give yourself lots of love, care and pampering for me, my wonderful one {} xxxx It’s 31:31.