Amazing El Dorado and Delightful Foxy…

6th August 2025

It’s 15.15. Lightning and I have just finished listening to brilliant Paul. Wow!! Find El Dorado is a sublime album. Such a rich and beautiful collection of stories. Paul’s voice is perfect for them, and the arrangements on all of them are stunning. It was wonderful hearing Robert Plant on Clive’s Song. I really wish I could’ve shared this album with you my lovely. I’d love to hear your thoughts {} xx

Some of the songs are incredibly poignant. The two songs that really lifted my spirits were Journey (it was beautiful to hear delicate Kora as well), and Where There’s Smoke, There’s Fire (so cool). 

I hope you’re enjoying the most gorgeous, fun and relaxing day my precious starshine {} xxx I couldn’t help but think of you while I was listening to it. I also imagined you playing some of the songs. I hope some will be on your playlist and you’ll record them. Your beautiful voice would suit the songs extremely well {} xx

I’ll definitely be revisiting El Dorado many times. I wish I could right now, but my brain would never forgive me. It’s at its limit. 

I imagine you’ve seen the clip of Foxy interrupting the cricket at Lord’s yesterday. How delightful. They’re so playful. I completely forgot to send you photos of Foxy having a lot of fun playing exactly two weeks ago. I was badly crashed and they really lifted my spirits. They helped me connect to that missing part of me. 

Foxy having the time of their life.

It was so wonderful seeing them. I think one was the parent and the energetic one was the child. They were filled with wonder and excitement, and absolutely loved the ball. They were chucking, chasing and rolling the ball, as well as happily rolling over themselves. So much energy. It was very sweet to watch.

Energetic Foxy reminded me of when I was young. I had so much energy and ran around a lot. I fell over quite a lot too. So many battle scars on my knees. My surgeon thought they were from surgeries. Do you have many battle scars? 

It’s 15.51 I need to rest now. I really hope I can shower later. 

You take the greatest care of yourself my beautiful sweetheart, and enjoy the most fabulous afternoon and evening for me too. Make your precious heart soar {} xxx

I love you, I love you, I love you, and I’m hugging you extra tightly. I hope you can feel it {} xxxx

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