Autumn in New York…
12th October 2025
Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx
How are you doing? I really hope you’re keeping well my lovely, and you’re enjoying a very relaxing, cosy and blissful weekend {} xxx It’s 11:55. I imagine you’re making lots of magic, both culinary and musically. You must be giving your beautiful magical garden lots of TLC as well.
Some hospitals have started introducing masking, which means it’s a bad Covid wave along with the flu. How are you? I’m keeping everything crossed you and all your loved ones are safe and well. I wish I could put a protective bubble over you. If it reaches you, please rest, rest and rest, and don’t push yourself. Always listen to your body {} xx
It’s 12:12. I’m struggling badly. I have been running on adrenaline with the appointments this month. It’s now hitting me hard. I feel ill, energy’s gone and I can’t use my brain. Blood pressure is still high. Heart rate isn’t too bad, so I don’t know if the blood pressure is compensating for it with the dysautonomia. Thinking and writing is extremely difficult and draining. I wanted to write to you since Friday but couldn’t. I still can’t really.
I need to shower and wash my hair for tomorrow, but I think I can only manage a shower. I haven’t been able to shower for days. Washing my hair before my blood test tomorrow morning is pushing it. I needed a week to sleep, rest and recover. I’ll put a hat on if I can’t wash it.
I wanted to send you this adorable bobbing Jack Snipe on Friday. They certainly know how to boogie. I hope they make you smile as well {} xx
Yes Sir, I Can Boogie by Baccara comes to mind.
I thought of you when I saw this article in SciTechDaily. It’s the discovery of fungus existing hundreds of millions of years before plants, helping pave the way for them. I hope you find it interesting my lovely.
Finally, something for you to relax to with coffee. Let’s enjoy spending Autumn in New York with John Coltrane and Stan Getz {} xx
With surgery and this crash, it’s sadly going to be very difficult to write over the next week. I know you might not be reading these, but I will let you know how the surgery goes, just in case. I don’t want you to worry {} xxx I wish I could speak with you directly. It’s 13:13.
Take the greatest care of yourself my precious sweetheart, and take it gently. Don’t forget to give yourself lots of love and care for me too {} xx
Enjoy the most beautiful and relaxing day with your gorgeous heart bursting with love, sunshine, music and magic {} xxx
I’m thinking of you, and I love you and I miss you with all my heart. I’m hugging you extremely tightly, and it’ll stay with you along with my love {} xxxx