Blood Test Results…
12th June 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
I really hope you’re okay my lovely, you had a very restful night’s sleep, and coffee has given you lots of comforting hugs and kisses from me too. I know you have an incredibly busy day, I just hope you’re not too exhausted and you don’t finish too late {} xxx
I also hope you saw the breathtaking strawberry moon last night. I imagine you did. I woke up about 01.00 and quickly looked out of my window. It was so large. It looked hazy, dreamy and ethereal with the clouds in front. Absolutely stunning.
I’m struggling badly. I feel as if I’ve been thumped in my chest. I really do hope your hay fever isn’t too bad. I’m keeping everything crossed. I know how draining it is, and with everything else, it’s the last thing you need at the moment {} xx
I got the letter from my rheumatologist along with the blood test results. The vitamin D and calcium levels are okay, just a tiny bit on the low side. She’s enquiring about whether I need a further test for my cortisol level. It really is just the haemoglobin and iron levels which are severely low, but they can be explained with my monthlies. I’m sure it’ll be okay.
I’m not as worried. My main concern is being well enough to get to the medical appointments, and getting through the crashes unharmed. I sadly need to postpone my hair cut again. I need to rest and be well enough for the scan.
Once again, I really do hope you’re reading these letters my lovely {} xx I wish I could write to you directly, especially with knowing how fragile and precious everything is. This month is drumming it in.
Don’t Let Go by Ric Ocasek feels very apt. Again, I understand if you’ve decided to let go, but I’m still hoping. I know it’s a 50/50 chance. I hope it doesn’t take too long for me to heal from my past. I can’t tell you how sick and tired I am of it now.
Its 12.31 and it’ll soon be lunch time for you. Thoroughly enjoy making your sweet tum very happy, and I hope you do have a peaceful moment. Rest, rest and rest when you get home my lovely {} xxx
I’m thinking of you and I’m hugging you with all my heart. I do love you and I care about you deeply {} xxxx
14.16
I’m just having a tuna and butter bean salad. There’s tomatoes, cucumber, olives, onion and parsley as well. Butter beans are delicious aren’t they? I bet your lunch was super delicious as well.
I hope the afternoon zooms by and you’ll be home in no time. I’m keeping everything crossed the rain stops for you and there are no thunderstorms. Get home safely my precious sweetheart {} xxx