Cheers…
4th October 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
It’s 17:17. How are you? I really do hope you’re okay my lovely. I hope you enjoyed a lazy start and you’re taking everything at a gentle and relaxed pace. You must looking forward to starting your fabulous music party very soon {} xxx
I also hope you’re keeping nice and warm. It’s chilly with the wind. I’m wrapped up today. I needed to go out unexpectedly. I broke my glasses last night. The piece of metal holding the nose pad snapped off. I have no idea how it happened. It’s the last thing I needed with all the appointments.
It’s been quite a day. I accidentally left my oxygen machine in the taxi when we went into Sutton. I didn’t realise until a while later. It was quickly resolved. Liron called the taxi company. The taxi driver noticed my machine as he was finishing his shift. He kindly sent me a text and returned it to us.
Oxygen machine was understandably quite upset with me. They couldn’t understand how I could just forget them like that.
Liron’s such an angel. She dealt with it while I was choosing my new glasses, and she helped take all the stress away. She helped take away the stress about the glasses as well. I really would be lost without her.
She’s saved me twice. The first time was when we met, and the second time was with you, with this illness. You really did help save me. Thank you so, so much my precious angel {} xxx You were my anchor and you helped me rediscover parts of myself. You helped keep all the parts of me alive, and I could forget about this illness from time to time.
You helped make this illness bearable, and you filled my days with sunshine and joy. Apart from my really bad days, I always felt joy when we spoke. But even my bad days didn’t last long. I do miss you. I’ve been extremely busy, but when I stop, you’re there. It’s really lovely. I wouldn’t want it any other way. Writing these letters to you gives me a lot of comfort as well. I just wish I could speak with you directly {} xxx
Have you ever had Poitin? I imagine you probably have. It’s the first time I’ve heard of this Irish drink. I’d love to try it. It reminded me of a German herbal drink called Black Forest Devil, which I imagine tastes nothing like Poitin. The only thing they have in common is the high alcohol content. Black Forest has 51%, but I read Poitin can be between 40% to 90%. 90% would be eye watering. I got through quite a few bottles of Black Forest. It’s quite the devil.
I hope you’re enjoying some soothing medicine today. Please enjoy some for me as well. I’m going to have a little bit of our special wine. I need some medicine after this week. Let’s enjoy some together. Cheers my lovely {} xx
Thoroughly enjoy listening and playing your gorgeous heart out. I imagine you’re learning lots of fabulous songs. As always, I wish I could hear you play them. Here’s something for your beautiful ears, Metropolis by Kit Sebastian. I hope you enjoy it {} xx
Take it nice and gently my precious sweetheart, and enjoy the most gorgeous, fun, delicious and relaxing evening for me too {} xxx
I love you, and I’m holding and hugging you tightly {} xxxx
It’s 23:00. The moon looked absolutely stunning behind the clouds a little while ago. It was so soft and dreamy. I don’t have the energy to take photos, but it’s ingrained in my mind, just like you. I imagine you’re thoroughly enjoying its ethereal beauty as well. I miss you all the time, but especially during these moments. It was always joyous sharing all the beauty and magic with you {} xx
Sleep well, sleep restfully and blissfully my wonderful one, and dream sweet dreams for both of us {} xxx
Hug, hug. Kiss, kiss {} xxxx
It’s 23:40. I just made teeth and face happy. I hope your teeth are also happy, and you’re now snug as a bug in a rug {} xx I thoroughly enjoyed our special red with cheese and crackers tonight. I savoured every delicious mouthful. I know how precious these moments are.
A dear friend recently told me about the euphoria they felt when they played live. I could relate. These are the things that make us feel alive, our loves and our passions. They also help us get through the darkest of times.
One of the many things I love about you are your loves and passions. You have so many, and that love can be seen in everything you do. I was so happy and excited to share those moments with you. I still am {} xxx
Nnight, sleep tight and sweet dreams. Thank you so much for sharing your magic with me. I love you {} xxxx It’s 00:00.