Enjoy the Silence…
20th September 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
It’s 11.11. I really do hope you can say hello to coffee {} xx I imagine they’ve missed you. I’ve just had a cuppa decaf tea with some dark chocolate. They go perfectly together, and the chocolate just melts. The chocolate also gives me the kick I need. I would imagine it’s the same as having coffee.
How are you my lovely? I really do hope you’re okay and everything is going extremely well. I’m keeping everything crossed they’ve been gentle with you and it’s not too full on. You’ve got a beautiful long weekend to look forward to {} xxx
I did think of you when I read that the octopus population has grown in the south coast this year. I thought it was lovely, but I imagine the crabs and lobsters aren’t very happy.
I’m really struggling but I’m okay. I have a lot of medical appointments coming up, starting next week. I have an online appointment with the gynaecologist, which means I can speak with her sooner. I’m trying to reduce physical appointments wherever I can. It’s the only way I can do it safely and quickly.
It’s 11.22. I spoke with the fibroid clinic. It’s very likely Uterine Fibroid Embolisation would be the best treatment for me. They block off the uterine arteries to the fibroids, which reduces the bleeding and causes them to shrink.
It’s likely the gynaecologist will need an MRI scan of my pelvis to rule anything else out. I’m sure it’ll be fine. The embolisation would be done by a radiologist, and I’ll have the best person doing this treatment. His reviews are stellar. I’ll be in the safest of hands. I should know more by mid-October.
I finally got the Barlow lens to finally work with both the eye piece and my camera with a flattener. I was so happy and excited. I sadly can’t spend much time with the telescope. Being upright is harder at the moment and I need to try and come out of the crash and symptoms.
I still need to catch up with my messages. I do feel overwhelmed by everything. It feels too much. It’ll be a relief to speak with my therapist tomorrow. It feels much longer than three weeks. So much has happened.
A jigsaw unexpectedly popped up. The universe must’ve heard my thoughts about wanting to do a jigsaw. They’ve been sending plenty of signs with the triggers, so it’s nice to get an exciting one for a change. I think you’d love this one as well. I’ve never seen a design like it. It arrives tomorrow. I’ll surprise you little by little {} xx
With everything going on, and struggling with my energy and symptoms, I might be a bit quieter. Enjoy the Silence by Michael Wollny, Iiro Rantala, Grégory Privat and Leszek Możdżer popped up a couple of days ago. I wanted to send it to you. I think it’s a stunning rendition and there are parts that remind me of Michael’s Der Wanderer. I’d love to know what you think.
I do prefer the stripped-down piano version of Der Wanderer than the album version. I was surprised I discovered it two years after it was released. I thought I heard it because it had just been released. I’m so happy you loved it too, and I hope you’ll love Enjoy the Silence this evening as well {} xxx
It’s 12.12. Take the greatest care of yourself my precious sweetheart, and enjoy your quiet moment during lunch. I bet you have something superb. Thoroughly enjoy it for me too {} xxx
Have a really good day, and then have a wonderful rest when you get home. Nourish your precious heart with lots of special goodies for me. I’m thinking of you and I love you very much {} xxx
Sending you tons and tons of love, with the biggest and tightest of magical healing and protective bear hugs, and warm kisses {} xxxx