Fade Into You…
4th December 2024
I’m not doing a very good job resting. My brain and body desperately needs to, but so many thoughts and memories of you are coming to mind as I lie here. It’s like the memory floodgates have opened, just like my tears.
The memory of us listening to Fade Into You came to mind this afternoon. It was so wonderful to see you, it really was. We enjoyed a beautiful afternoon and lunch together.
I couldn’t eat much, but I fell in love with their heavenly and very fruity Corbières. You had their mushroom soup, and I think you had fishcake that day. Whatever you had, you thoroughly enjoyed it along with the wine.
Mazzy Star started playing just before we were leaving. I reminded you of Paolo Nutini’s beautiful and soulful rendition, which I’d sent you not that long ago. We then put our heads down and listened to the song in silence. I felt a deep longing…
It’s 5.53pm and Mazzy Star has just popped up on my feed. Synchronicity has worked its special magic. Never knew.
Why does everything hurt so badly? My heart’s breaking and aching, and the floodgates have opened. I feel the pain for both of us, I really do. I love you so much and I desperately wish I could hug you {} xxxx
