Failed Appointment…

23rd February 2026

Good afternoon my most beautiful and precious starshine,

How are you my lovely? I really hope you’re okay, and slept well and restfully, and you’re having a really good start to the week. I’m keeping everything crossed it’s not too full on. I thought of you driving in with sunshine this morning. They came out just for you {} xxx

It’s 15:06. You’ll be seeing coffee very soon. Wonderful!! Please enjoy their energising company for me too my lovely {} xx I bet they’re over the moon to see you again, and they must be very excited to hear about your exciting adventures. 

I’m so happy to be back home, I imagine you will be as well. Not long now. Here’s Charles Mingus with Myself When I Am Real, to help you unwind when you get home. I hope you enjoy it my beautiful sweetheart {} xxx I can hear faint echoes of Erik Satie and Dave Brubeck. What do you think?

I went to the wrong hospital. The original appointment was at the QE, and when I called to re-book, I was told it would be there. I even asked them to confirm, which they did, but I never received a letter or message confirming my new appointment.

I was told I was supposed to be at Heartlands hospital when I got there. I was so annoyed because it takes so much out of me. Oxygen came to my rescue again on the way home. 

Despite this, I did get very excited when I saw the fruit and veg stall outside the hospital. Everything looked so yummy. I got some cherries, lychees and sweet clementines.

I really do hope you’re okay and keeping well my lovely, and I hope all your loved ones are as well {} xx

Take it nice and gently, and enjoy a beautiful and relaxing evening, nourishing your sweet tum and precious heart. I imagine you have something heavenly for dinner. Thoroughly enjoy it for me too {} xxx

It’s full rest now. I need time to recover and hopefully come out of the crash. Rest well too my beautiful angel xx

I checked my watch when I arrived at the hospital. It was 13:13. As always, I kissed it and thought of you. I hope they reach you safely along with these letters {} xx

I love you, I miss you and I hug you ever so tightly. Please give yourself lots of love, care and kindness for me {} xxxx

Green Day…

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