Final Message From Phone…
12th November 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
How are you my lovely? I really hope you’re okay, and you slept soundly and restfully {} xxx It’s wonderful the weather is much calmer today. I’m so relieved for you. I woke up late, so I hope the weather wasn’t too bad when you drove in, and you didn’t get wet.
I also hope it’s nice and warm at work. Our landlord was right about the berries. It’s going to be extremely cold next week. I hope you’re having a really good morning my lovely, and you and everyone are happy. I imagine you are {} xx
There have been some amazing shots of aurora borealis from here and the US. It’s such a shame we’re going to miss out on the spectacular sights because of the clouds. I realise how lucky I was to see its magnificence on New Year’s day. I really do hope you saw it {}
I also remember how I was, and how heartbroken and devastated I was that I couldn’t share it with you. I desperately wanted to write to you, and tell you to look out of your window. I was in absolute tears, and it was incredibly painful both physically with my heart, and emotionally.
Thankfully the intensity of the pain has eased greatly with time. I remember not knowing how I was going to come out of it. I couldn’t see any light. It was all consuming and I thought it was going to stay indefinitely. I’m glad I was wrong. I’m still not fully back to myself though, but there’s so much going on as well. Little by little.
I still miss you with all my heart, I really do {} xxx I also miss the joy I felt with you. The pain now hits me and comes in bursts, and it’s triggered by seeing things you love, music, occasions, news etc. I know you contacting me in February has helped as well, even though I didn’t fully feel it at the time. Thank you so, so much my precious angel. I really do hope you’re okay. I really do {} xxx
You have given me hope. I know it’s likely you had and have changed your mind, but for now there’s a small possibility. I am expecting the worst though. I guess that’s my defence mechanism, but I promise I won’t let it stop me from contacting you, regardless of the outcome. I know Liron will encourage me as well. She knows how much you mean to me, and knows how much I’d regret it if I didn’t try.
It took a full day for everything to be downloaded and saved safely from this phone, including WhatsApp messages. I don’t want to risk losing anything during the transfer. I’ve already lost so much…
Phone will definitely be going to sleep today. They want to say goodbye to you on a high with these two songs. The James Hunter Six with Ain’t That A Trip featuring Van Morrison, and The James Hunter Six with Look Out. We could wait to send them to you. We hope you’ll love listening to them later my beautiful sweetheart, and they get you dancing with some talc {} xx
I still feel as if I’ve been hit by several buses, but I’m sleeping like I’ve never slept before. My brain is working a bit better today. This has been much easier to write. It’s such a huge relief. I mustn’t push it though. More rest.
Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my beautiful sweetheart, and have a wonderful day. Give yourself lots of pampering and special treats tonight, along with lots of rest and relaxation {} xxx
I love you, I miss you and I hug you with all my heart and might, and so does this phone {} xxx
I’m sending you tons and tons of love, with the biggest and tightest of magical healing and protective bear hugs, bursting with warm kisses {} xxxx It’s 12:12.