Happy…

14th February 2026

Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine 

Happy Valentine’s Day, Happy Holidays, Happy Rugby Day and Happy Everything Day! {} xxx

How are you my lovely? I hope you’re feeling extremely happy, and you’ve had the bestest night’s sleep. I hope you’re enjoying the sweetest and most relaxing morning together {} xxx It’s so wonderful sun’s come out for us today. It’s perfect.

It’s also the perfect way to start your holiday as well. Brilliant!! I really do hope you’re okay my lovely {} You can completely switching off from everything, have a wonderful rest, and do the things you love. Make your precious heart sing for me too xx

Are you watching the cricket? I hope you’re thoroughly enjoying it if you are. You must be getting excited about the rugby later. I’m keeping everything crossed for your favourite. It looks pretty certain for your doesn’t it? Yay!! xx

This is really sweet, but I had to cheat. Can you guess what this says? 

Did you watch Heathcliff, the cat, when you were young? Someone posted the theme song and I was taken back instantly. I remembered all the words. 

Here’s something just for you. It’s Pulp’s stunning rendition of ABBA’s The Day Before You Came. I hope you love it too my precious sweetheart {} xxx

I never knew You Showed Me was by The Byrds. I always thought it was The Lightning Seeds’, which I love. 

I’m still extremely stressed about my skin. I’ve tried thirteen cleansers so far. Two more to go. I found a milk cleanser recipe that could hopefully be adapted, by changing some of the ingredients, but I need time. It’s a bummer I just have one bottle of my cleanser left, and not four as I hoped. It would’ve given me an extra ten months. 

With all the therapy stuff, I completely forgot. I finally got my hair cut. It feels so good. I felt such a mess for months. I hope you’re feeling very happy with your cut as well my lovely. I know you’ll look great xx

When I took the photo, I thought that it might be one of the last one’s I’ll be able to take, because of my face. I know that’s an awful thing to say. They really have messed me up. That’s all they could see. They couldn’t see me. They just saw someone who they thought was ugly. 

I might be a bit quiet. I’m still struggling with the crash and with the therapy stuff. I also need to prepare for my appointment with the dermatologist. I need to give her as much information as I can, regarding my skin and my health. 


L-arginine. Just remembered. It’s really helping me, and it targets some of the issues we have. It’s an amino acid that the body uses to make protein, and it’s converted to nitric oxide, which is important for healthy blood flow and circulation. It helps deliver nutrients and oxygen to every part of the body more effectively, which targets a problem we have. 

I’m noticing my circulation improving, especially in my legs, and my hair isn’t falling out anymore. Lots were coming out last year when I put my hand through it. It’s absolutely fine now. My skin is not as dry, and cuts are healing better as well.

It also supports the blood pressure and maintains elasticity in the arteries and blood vessels. Again another issue we have. But people who have low blood pressure, or taking anticoagulants, need to be cautious. It might not be right for them. 

It helps support aerobic and anaerobic capacity, which is why some people take it before working out. We easily go into anaerobic state, especially during crashes. I am noticing my PEM symptoms aren’t as severe, and it is helping me with my energy. It also got my brain working again. I was so worried over Christmas. 

It also helps with inflammation, the immune system, and the nervous system. Again, things we struggle with. L-arginine can also help protect the brain against oxidative stress.

I’m taking Holland and Barrett’s Precision Engineered L-Arginine 500mg. They’re a bargain at £6 for 50 capsules. Liron started taking them at the same time, and she’s noticed an improvement with her energy as well. 

I now understand why they were trialling Viagra for Long COVID. It helps with blood flow and circulation.


It’s already 13:57. You must be getting prepared for all the excitement in thirteen minutes. I’m so happy and excited for you too my lovely. Thoroughly enjoy every nail biting minute for me too. I know you’ll be jumping for joy {} xxx

Take it nice and gently and enjoy the most fabulous, fun and delicious day, with lots of music and moonlight, and love and romance. Let’s face the music and dance… {} xxx

I love you so much, and I’m hugging you like the very last time. My love, hugs and kisses are always with you. Take it restfully my wonderful one, and have tons of fun for me too!! {} xxxx

It’s 14:10. I’ve just posted this. It’s also kick-off!! Thoroughly enjoy the game and a drink or two for me!!! {} xxx I’m going to take a dip in Saint Marie.


15:37. The game is edge of the seat exciting isn’t it?!! I was surprised to see the score at half time. Italy are doing brilliantly this year aren’t they?!! 

I saw the score at 10-15, and thought there was something wrong when it went back to 10-10 in the commentary. It’s a shame the score wasn’t allowed for Italy. 

I’ve just had another look. It’s now 17-10. You must have jumped for joy when Ireland scored. Yay!! 20-10 now. 

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A huge congratulations!! What an exciting game. I just read the commentary, and I felt excited. I imagine you’ve loved every single second of it. They’re both brilliant. Enjoy celebrating my precious starshine, along with the next game. I’m so happy for you xx 

I’m joining you with our special gin. Cheers!! They’re getting harder to get now since their a limited edition. Such a shame. I stocked up with a few bottles. 

I imagine you be cooking and enjoying something superb this evening. Thoroughly enjoy every beautiful precious moment for me too {} xxx

I’m heading back to Saint Marie. I love you and I hug you {} xxxx

Yours Eternally…

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