Hey, Still Trying to Make Sense…
19th December 2024
It’s 5.38am. After hearing Livin’ Thing last night, ELO’s Telephone Line just came to mind. I just listened to this. It automatically took me back to your version. I can hear you clearly. Having this direct comparison, you played it superbly and perfectly on your keyboard.
I wanted to see when it was and checked the files. I really wish I could listen to it, but I know my heart will crumble if I did right now. I can’t do that to myself, not knowingly.
I also noticed the lyrics felt significant. I wasn’t aware of it at the time. Is it just a coincidence? I know we do so many things unconsciously. I also know everything is down to interpretation. It wasn’t a dream…
I’m realising how easy it is to sometimes just remember the events/facts, and forget our emotions. Time does this as well, but the two do belong together, especially in that moment.
I just did a search, and I’m extremely shocked that they estimate 95% of our thoughts, behaviours and decisions are done unconsciously. That’s a huge driving force. Probably explains why others can see the things we do more clearly, than we do or can.
One, No One, and One Hundred Thousand comes to mind. I still haven’t finished reading it.
3.54pm
ELO seems to be in the air. I’m watching the second series of The Doctor with David and Billie. I’m halfway through Love and Monsters, and ELO are playing throughout.
The series is absolutely brilliant. It’s been unexpected and fitting, with quite a lot of tears, heartache and understanding, but that’s for another day…
6.14pm
I just saw Jupiter and I think Uranus, not sure, along with so many other stars through the binoculars. They’re absolutely stunning tonight. I hope you’re thoroughly enjoying them too my precious starshine {} xxx
It comes in bursts and it just hits. Heart breaks each time and the tears flow. You really have gone…
10.59pm
I thought I could see the light of the moon behind the clouds, before I went to make teeth and face happy. When I returned I saw this breathtaking sight and thought of you. I will always think of you {} xxx
It’s not a full moon. It’s far to the left of me and it’s radiating beautifully. I need to find a way of taking better photos. I need to say hello to Nokia again.
Just had another look. The clouds have completely cleared, and I can see Mars and Jupiter. I really do hope you’re seeing it my lovely. I’m keeping everything crossed. It’s absolutely stunning.
You really have enriched my life in so many ways. Thank you so, so much {} xxx
Night, night, sleep well and restfully, with the sweetest of dreams for me my precious sweetheart {} xxx
Just writing that has made me cry. I love you, I hug you and I miss you {} xxxx
9th January 2025 – Moon at 5.57pm
This photo reminded me of the one I took 3 weeks ago. 3 weeks has made a huge difference. Much clearer and starting to make sense…
I really hope you managed to see it before it completely clouded over my lovely {} xxxx