I Completely Forgot…
26th June 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
I completely forgot, you’ll still be incredibly busy preparing and welcoming. I can’t tell you how sorry I am it’s non-stop for you. I really do hope you’re feeling okay my lovely. You must be completely shattered. I’m keeping everything crossed you get home at your normal time today. Sun’s waiting for you {} xxx
Here’s something funky for your beautiful ears, Shake Everything You’ve Got by Maceo Parker, featuring Fred Wesley and Pee Wee Ellis. I hope you enjoy it my lovely {} xx
I had such a moving surprise today from another lovely neighbour. She gave me a gorgeous orchid to say she’s thinking of me. She brought me to tears with her kindness and thoughtfulness. She wanted to bring the outdoors in, which is what I’ve done this year. We haven’t spoken for a few years. It’s so lovely of her.
I washed my hair earlier and I just need to shower, then I’m prepared for my scan tomorrow morning. My system being calmer and heart rate being lower is making a huge difference. It is a miracle.
Sleep is also much better. You were in my dream last night. It was so wonderful to see you {} xxx
I think it’s more likely to be the iron infusions helping. I was given 1.5g of iron in total, daily supplement dose is only about 0.02g. The dosage I took yesterday wouldn’t have made much difference. It did upset my tum so I’m not going to take it. I’ll wait until my next blood test to see if I need to make any changes.
I don’t know if this is temporary, because of the large dosage, or permanent. I hope it’s the latter. Whatever happens, it given me hope that there’s a possibility I can improve. I seem to be following the lead of my regenerating pants. I hope it can last.
Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my precious sweetheart, and get home quickly and safely. Once everything is done, completely switch off and have the most beautiful, relaxing and restful evening, and enjoy something wonderful for me {} xxx
The magical healing comfort blanket will wrap itself around you, with lots of love, hugs and kisses from me as well {} xxxx