I Couldn’t Wait…
7th August 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
How are you my lovely? I know you’re extremely busy, but I really do hope you feel more rested now. I’m also keeping everything crossed you still have a bit more time. I hope you’re okay {} xxx
It’s been a difficult day emotionally. I’m not sure if the extra iron is affecting me. As you know, I’m highly sensitive to these things, but then there’s all the other stuff as well. I’m getting intrusive flashbacks about being violated by the other person. I feel so lost sometimes, and I felt at a loss today. I’m not too bad right now.
I wanted to surprise you in a couple of months, but I can’t wait. I took this photo of the moon last night with a telescope.
Liron surprised me earlier this year. I can just imagine your reaction if you saw the first telescope. I can hear you say, “Oh my goodness”. It was like a huge bazooka. It was almost half the length of this room and very heavy. We didn’t expect it to be so large. Suffice to say it was returned.
I really wish I could share this with you directly {} xxx
We got another telescope last month, which is compact and light. It’s a Sky-Watcher Evostar 72ED. I finally had the energy to use it for a brief moment last night, and managed to take that photo. It’s great I can attach my camera to it. Taking photos of the moon this year has been good grounding.
I just wish I had more energy. It’ll take time to learn and get used to the equipment, but I’m looking forward to it. I am excited and I can’t wait to explore. I hope I’ll be able to get out into the garden with it at some point. Little by little.
I really wish I could share the telescope with you, so that you can enjoy exploring all the magic and wonder as well. I miss you. I really do. It’s not the same without you {} xxx
I hope you’re settling in for the evening my lovely. I imagine you have something amazing for dinner. Thoroughly enjoy savouring every delicious mouthful, and have the most beautifully chilled, restful and fun evening for me too {} xxx
I’m thinking of you and I love you so much. Hug, hug. Kiss, kiss {} xxxx
It’s pouring down with rain now. I hope you’re okay {} xx Would you like to escape with Ocean Alley’s Tangerine? We can fly to the moon and back.
A plane’s just flown by. It’s 19.55 {} xxx