I Do Need You…

26th April 2025 – 12.52am

I wish I could speak with you. It’s so difficult at the moment with everything. I’m doing my best but it’s incredibly hard. I’m terrified for Liron and her safety, and I have a lot of things from my past coming up as well. I feel I am at the core. I’m having moments where I feel I can’t cope. This illness doesn’t help.

You did help bring a sense of normality into my life. You really did {} xxx I still need you. I’m badly triggered. I need to get through it. I will.

I really do hope you’re okay my lovely. I miss you so much. I hope you’re sleeping soundly with the sweetest of dreams. I love you and I’m hugging you very tightly {} xxxx

An owl is hooting very sweetly {} xxx

The Monster…

Letters of Love, Regret and Hope