I Forgot to Say…
13th April 2025
I’m realising that for me, letting go is really about letting go of the pain and the hurt. It’s not about letting you go. You really will always be a part of me, whether we’re in each other’s lives or not {} xxx
I can now see that feeling the pain is necessary, because it gradually starts to lessen with feeling it and with time. The heart slowly starts to heal and the love starts coming back in.
Again, acceptance has also helped. This illness comes to mind. Once I accepted it, it was no longer distressing. It doesn’t mean I don’t hope to improve and have a better quality of life back, but it is what it is right now.
I know it’s not possible at the moment, not with how I am, but I’m hoping there might be a chance we can restart once I have found myself. That’s if you’d still like to. I understand if you wouldn’t want to. It also needs to feel safe for both of us. I know the future is always uncertain and we can’t really plan, but we can always hope… {} xxx
The sun’s beaming for us now. Enjoy the most beautiful, sunny and relaxing evening my lovely, with your precious heart filled with lots of love, music and heavenly food. I love you {} xxxx