I Saw the Crescent…
2nd April 2025
I took these last night and thought of you {} xxx I hope you saw its beauty as well.
Just like the moon, my emotions wax and wane, going back and forth. There are moments of clarity along with complete darkness. Nothing is linear. I wish it was. I wish it was simple…
In some ways I feel these letters are like the blue fog, they’re a bridge that keeps us connected. Despite the pain and the pain of missing you, I can see the poetic beauty in it. I don’t think that connection will ever go.
I found a piece of paper with thoughts I’d jotted down, along with the sketch showing danger in the room with the spikes. I did it about a month or two before we met properly. The piece of paper was in the book that inspired that sketch, Picture This – How Pictures Work by Molly Bang.
My handwriting is a complete mess and there’s a couple of spelling mistakes, but it was a lovely reminder.
What struck me is that I’m a different person to who I was then, but my thoughts and ideas haven’t changed. That essence is still there. I feel that essence will remain after this part of my journey, but hopefully I’ll be much lighter and no longer tormented by my past. I really hope so.
I really hope you’re okay my lovely, and you’re enjoying a very restful and relaxing evening. I hope you’re making your precious heart very happy, and you caught the stunning orange and blue sunset earlier. I thought of you {} xx
It’s 9.41pm and I just had a quick look, moon is shining gloriously with Jupiter. I hope you enjoy saying hello to them too my beautiful sweetheart. I love you {} xxxx