I Wish…
31st May 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
I hope you’re enjoying the most gorgeous day, with your precious heart filled with love, sunshine, wonder and magic. I hope you’re keeping really well and happy {} xxx
Did you see The Doctor tonight? I was keeping everything crossed we were watching it together. It was brilliant. I don’t want to spoil anything just in case, but it’s been wonderful to see The Doctor’s transformation with Belinda. It ended too quickly.
It’s been a while since I felt the intense pain of you no longer being in my life. I really felt it after this episode and had a good cry. The regeneration also brought back memories of their time together, and me watching it not long after November…
There were a lot of lovely and emotional moments in tonight’s episode. My wish is that we can reconnect again. I hope there’s a chance {} xx
I still can’t really explain my feelings, they just are. Normally when things come to an end, there’s a finality, but it’s not like that with you. It was the triggers that caused it. I’ve not experienced this before. Our friendship is very special and precious to me. You are very special and precious to me {} xxx
Again, it’s only if it’s what you want, but I know in my heart, whatever happens, you will always be a part of me along with the love I have for you. I love you, and that will never change.
Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my precious sweetheart. Snuggle up and sleep well with the sweetest of dreams for both of us. I’m holding you and hugging you extra tightly {} xxxx