Just For You…
5th May 2025
Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine,
I hope you’ve had a wonderful and restful night’s sleep. I hope you’re keeping really well and everything is okay {} xxx
There’s always something very special just for you. The universe really does love you {} xx I just read Philip Pullman’s long awaited The Rose Field: The Book of Dust Volume 3 is going to be released on the 23rd of October. You must be so excited and looking forward to it. It’s extremely difficult not to send you anything, especially when I know it’s something you’d love. I just told Liron and I’ve started to cry. It’s still very painful. I do love you {} xxx
I can’t believe it’ll be 50 years on the 17th of May that I’m Not in Love was released. I was almost one and you were eight. So sweet. I just realised that it was only after my mum died that music became an important part of my life.
I thought it was released much later than 1975. I remember hearing it for the first time in my teens. It’s a beautiful and very sad song. It feels even more poignant now and I understand it fully. The line, “big boys don’t cry” is just heart breaking.
You might’ve already seen this, it’s the making of I’m Not in Love. How they recorded the choral vocals is just amazing, and listening to it with the black screen is the perfect way to hear it.
The sun’s trying it’s best to shine. If you go for a beautiful walk, thoroughly enjoy it for me too my lovely. Wrap up, it feels a bit nippy {} xx I have therapy soon. It’s going to be another difficult one. I feel so ill at the moment. Still haven’t been able to make it to the blood test.
Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my adorable sweetheart, and enjoy the most gorgeous day with your precious heart filled with love, sunshine, music and magic. I love you and I’m hugging you very tightly {} xxxx
I just did a search to see what cc stood for in 10cc. Cubic centimeter didn’t even come to mind. Did you know it’s the average amount of sperm ejaculated by a healthy male? It’s quite a lot. That has made me chuckle {} xxx