Let’s Go Where the Music Takes Us…
25th January 2026
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx
How are you my lovely? How has your week been? I hope you’re keeping extremely well, you’ve had a really good week and everything is okay. I hope you’re enjoying the most beautiful, fun and relaxing weekend.
I did think of you with the Sri Lanka vs England one day international yesterday. I imagined you were watching it and loving every thrilling moment. I was so happy for you. {} xxx
I hoped sun would shine for us like it did yesterday morning. They were beaming gloriously weren’t they?!! I thought of you. I think they used up all their energy. I hope you are taking things gently my lovely, and you’re not too exhausted. I hope you are managing to get some rest and play time.
It’s 14:23. I imagine you must be preparing something special for lunch. Thoroughly enjoy every heavenly mouthful for me too xx
The Greens new political broadcast is another brilliant one isn’t it?!! It’s also reaching far and wide. I’ve seen a lot of posts from Spain, one from France and another from Argentina. They all resonate with the struggle of constantly running, and agree that no one has been able to give them a voice until now. Let’s hope…
It’s been an extremely stressful and exhausting week. My autonomic nervous system went into complete overdrive. I feel so ill. I really don’t know how I can get out of this ongoing crash. I feel as if I’m being knocked in all directions. I hope I’m well enough to get my haircut in ten days. It’s been almost six months.
Unexpectedly, I ended up doing a lot of therapy writing. The next four letters are those. I hadn’t anticipated the perpetrator popping up. I know why I’ve been doing my best to run away from everything connected with him. He really did fuck me up badly, and he did it knowingly.
In some ways, its enormity feels greater than what happened at home. It feels more complex. At least everything was out in the open at home. I knew how everyone was. They didn’t hide who they were. It was the opposite with him. I was completely deceived, controlled and manipulated. I think this is why I’ve been trying run away from it.
There are moments where panic sets in. Friday evening was one of them. I put TOTP on, and I was greeted by Jimmy James & Vagabonds singing I’ll Go Where Your Music Takes Me. It’s such a lovely song, and it gave me a lot of comfort knowing that you’d be watching as well. I hope you’re making a lot of sweet melodies my lovely {} xxx
It’s 15:15. I imagine your sweet tum is jumping for joy. I’m not sure what I’m having for lunch yet, but tum is starting to growl.
Take the greatest and gentlest of care of yourself, and enjoy creating lots of culinary magic. I hope you don’t finish too late my precious sweetheart. Rest well this evening. I hope you are sleeping well and restfully {} xxx
I am thinking of you my lovely. I’m sending you an infinite amount of magical healing and protective love, comforting bear hugs and kisses. They’ll always be with you. Take it gently {} xxxx