Everything Now…

18th June 2026

Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx

Sun’s come out just for you, so that it can spend the evening with you. It’s 18:18. I really do hope you’re home or on your way home my lovely. I’m keeping everything crossed it’s not a late night for you.

How are you my lovely? I really do hope you’re okay, and you’re seeing an end to the humungous pile. Just one more day {} xxx

The cricket’s happily waiting for you, so am I. I really am feeling it. I’m struggling on my own. I still turn to food for comfort. I miss you both, I really do {} xx

I finally listened to The Charlatans’ new album, We Are Love. It’s great and there are some fantastic sounds on it. I also think it was the right time for me to listen to it. 

The opening lyrics of You Can’t Push The River: “Fate arrived late, with its power to trigger our shadows, To control all we know”, really struck a chord. This is what happened with you, but it was because of the safety and trust with you.

I wasn’t even aware of shadows and mirrors until last year. There was so much I wasn’t aware of, and I still don’t know very much. 

Out On Our Own and Glad You Grabbed Me have some fabulous sounds. Yes, it’ll be such a relief if our precious friendship’s meant to be. I’m so glad and I always will…

Now Everything is a beautiful song to wind down to. I really hope I will see you again. I hope you enjoy these songs my lovely {} xxx


It’s 19:19. I’m keeping everything crossed you’re sitting back, nice and relaxed, and thoroughly enjoying the cricket xx 

I just checked and it’s finished. I really do hope you caught some of it, or you’ll be watching the highlights. 

I hope it doesn’t take long to do what you need to. Then you can completely switch off, enjoy your scrumptious meal, and have the most beautiful, relaxing and restful evening with sunshine {} xxx

If the clouds let us, we’ll be able to see Moon, Venus, Jupiter and Mercury aligning. I won’t be able to see Mercury from here, but I hope you’ll be able to. Thoroughly enjoy the spectacular meeting for me as well {} xx

Rest well my beautiful sweetheart. I love you, and I’m sending you tons and tons of magical healing love, humongous bear hugs and sweet kisses. They’ll give you lots of comfort {} xxxx

A Huge Sigh of Relief…

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