Fear…
11th June 2026
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
I really wish I could speak with you {} xxx
It’s 00:22. I feel extremely scared. The hard right are a minority, but it feels like they’ve completely taken over. There’s no push back from the media either. Calling what’s happening in Belfast a protest is absolutely disgusting. They’re normalising the rioting and racial attacks.
What’s it like in the real world? Does it feel different? I imagine it’s not as bad as what I’m being fed on social media. I’m just seeing all the horrors. We are seeing what happened in Tip Toe though, except here the target is immigrants, and anyone who looks like them.
The only positive thing about Restore is that they’ll take some of Reform’s voters. They’ll lose their majority, but the terrifying thing is they’ll all lurch further to the right, apart from the Greens and Lib Dems.
If Liron’s life is in danger, then she can’t stay here. She can’t live with that constant threat. I don’t want her to, but there’s no way I can move. I can barely get through a medical appointment without crashing. It would take a miracle for me to be well enough in a few years. This illness doesn’t do miracles.
It would be over for me. There’s no other option. I can’t ask anyone to take care of me. I don’t want to. I’m completely shielded at the moment, but it’ll become much worse for disabled people as well. I’d have no chance of surviving.
Liron really needs to take care of herself. I can’t put her in any danger with her staying here. It’s heartbreaking seeing her live in so much fear since last year. She can’t go on like this indefinitely.
She’ll continue to fight back with the Greens and Unite, and we’ll continue keeping everything crossed. Let’s hope it’ll be okay. Let’s hope the worst doesn’t happen at the next election, but it’s doesn’t look good at the moment.
Farage is becoming more like Trump every day, especially with the outright lies during the press conference today. They continue letting him get away with so much. It’s sickening.
It’s 01:07. You must be fast asleep now. I really do hope you’re okay my lovely, and everything is okay. I hope you’re all keeping safe and well {} xx
Nnight my beautiful and precious starshine. Sleep well and restfully, with sweet dreams for both of us {} xxx
I love you so much, and I’m hugging you extremely tightly. Please take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself {} xxxx