Gemini on May Day…

1st May 2026

Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx

How are you my lovely? I really do hope you’re keeping well, and you had a very restful and peaceful night’s sleep. If you had a late night, I’m keeping everything crossed it wasn’t too late {} xxx

I imagine you must be enjoying your drives in with glorious sunshine. They can’t wait to escape with you later, and spend a beautiful long weekend with you. Fingers crossed the rain forecast is wrong, and it remains dry with plenty of sunshine.

It’s 11:19. I imagine you’ve enjoyed you special rendezvous with energising coffee. Wonderful!! xx

I’m a day late, but Happy International Jazz Day!! I didn’t know there was one on the 30th of April. Here’s Groovin’ High by Ewa Bem. Carè by Nu Genea isn’t jazz, but it’s fun and very catchy. I hope you enjoy grooving to them later my precious sweetheart {} xxx

It’s 11:22 xx I’m joining you with a cuppa. I switched from Twinings’ decaf morning tea to the decaf everyday tea, which settles better in my tum. I do feel the calming effect of L-theanine in the tea, which is lovely. Those amino acids work wonders don’t they?!! 


I’m struggling badly today, especially my brain. It’s tingling and feeling a bit numb, so it’s at its limit, but I’m doing really well after the last couple of weeks. Oxygen and L-arginine are a life saver, but I need proper rest now before the cortisol test on Wednesday. 

I made the mistake of having my third L-arginine just before going to sleep. When I have two (1000mg), taking the second before sleep actually helps relax my system. When I take three (1500mg), taking the third before sleep gives me a jolt of energy. It’s good to know. If I take three tablets, I need to take them during the day. 

With not being able to fall asleep last night, I had a quick look at magnificent moon. They were weren’t they?!! I did imagine you thoroughly enjoying their beauty last night {} xxx

I then briefly ventured to the back room, on my way to the loo. I was greeted by the most magical sight at 00:33. Cappella, with their mesmerising red and golden shimmer, was first to say hello. Then Jupiter was on fire to the left of me, surrounded by other beautiful stars.

I went to get my phone to check Sky Map. I was seeing Gemini!! I was so excited to see the twins for the first time, especially since I’m one of them. Their full legs were out of sight, but the twins still looked amazing!! I didn’t have the energy to take a photo, but I took a screenshot of the map. Castor and Pollux were twinkling brightly. With their names, I couldn’t help but think of Jackson Pollock.

The twins were having a lot of fun with Jupiter!

It’s 12:46. I must stop now. I’m starting to sneeze and feel ill. My voice has gone as well. It’s rest time.

You’ll soon be able to rest properly as well my lovely. Brilliant!! I’m so happy for you {} xx May’s a great month isn’t it?!! With two Bank Holidays, a long holiday for many, and two full moons, it’s the perfect way to welcome in the summer. I’m so happy I got to spend that precious time with you in May. I was born at the right time.

It’s funny to say that because for most of my life, I wished I was never born…

Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my wonderful one {} xxx Thoroughly enjoy your scrumptious lunch and your second tête-à-tête with coffee for me too xx

Have a wonderful afternoon. I hope it goes quickly so that you can run out of that door, and into the arms of sunshine and your beautiful long weekend xx


I almost forgot, it was so lovely seeing our landlord yesterday. We had a wonderful chat. Despite everything, I am slowly coming back to myself again. I haven’t died. I’m still me with all my loves and passions.

I have pushed therapy aside, but now the inspection is over, it’s starting to resurface again. Little by little.

Regarding the murdered tree, our landlord is going get it removed, and sort the hedge that’s now unsupported. Our gardener can’t do either, but he has given us the contact details of an excellent tree surgeon, Nathan Mckane, who can. I’ll pass them onto her.

I had a look at Nathan’s website. He’s based in Great Barr and there’s a link to a BBC article. He rescued Mango, a parrot, from a tree a few years ago. He enticed Mango with their favourite treat, Wotsits!! I would never have thought Wotsits and Mango would go well together!!

Did you enjoy the puffy Wotsits when you were young? I did, along with Hula Hoops. It was fun putting the Hula Hoops on my fingers, and eating them from there.

Have you ever tried a belly hula hoop? I can’t remember if I did when I was young. I seem to have a very vague memory of it. Perhaps it was with my neighbour. I don’t think I could do it.

It’s 13:13. Speak with you soon my sweet angel. Curl up and rest well tonight. Enjoy the most beautifully chilled and relaxing evening with totp for me too. Then sleep like a baby with the sweetest of dreams {} xxx

I love you, and I’m sending you oodles of love, humungous bear hugs and kisses. Rest well my lovely, and nourish your precious heart with everything you love {} xxxx

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