Glorious Day…

14th March 2026

Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx

This couldn’t be a more perfect start to your exciting day. Sun can’t wait to join you with the rugby final!! 

How are you? I hope you’re okay my lovely and feeling wonderful. I imagine sun’s beaming in your beautiful heart. I hope you had a very restful night’s sleep {} xx

It’s 09:28. Not long to go now!! I’m keeping everything crossed today will be a full chill, relax and fun day for you. I hope there’s no cooking. Your scrumptious take away is itching to join you, as well as medicine of course!! 

Here’s Fatoumata Diawara with Djanne just for you xx It’s fabulous and a joyous way to start the day, and so is True Loves’ Good Weed and Red Wine. I hope you love them as well my beautiful sweetheart {} xxx

Have you ever tried weed? If you did, how did you feel? I only had a few puffs. My experience wasn’t a good one. Unlike morphine, which will always be my love drug, weed made me feel very depressed. Probably a good thing because it kept me away from it. I tried it once in my early twenties. 

Speaking of red wine, the remaining Saint-Èmilion tasted amazing with sea bass, roasted Mediterranean vegetables and roast potatoes!! I feel my taste buds are returning. I’m finding that I want to try new things as well. Like I did before Long COVID. This is a good sign, despite being in a constant crash state. 

Since neither of us have the energy to cook, my body’s really missing the olive oil. It’s a few years now. I got Cirio’s Extra Virgin Olive Oil Classico to mix with the salads. I never use the dressings in the premade salads, because they always give me indigestion. 

Have you tried Cirio’s Classico? It’s so delicious. Very light, slightly peppery with a hint of sweetness. Yummy!! I also got TruffleHunter’s White Truffle Balsamic Vinegar. It’s very rich in flavour. The truffles explode in my mouth. I love it!! 

I imagine you must be thoroughly enjoying experimenting, and creating heavenly magic in your beautiful kitchen. You really are brilliant and a superb master chef. Everything you cook looks amazing {} xxx

I imagine you thoroughly enjoyed chilling with the music last night. I hope you especially loved St. Patrick’s Day at the BBC, and Van if you stayed up for him. If not, I imagine you recorded it, and you’ll be enjoying Van very soon. Wonderful!! 

I’m going to wish you a very happy St. Patrick’s Day, just in case I can’t on Tuesday. Happy St. Patrick’s Day weekend my lovely!! {} xxx

I have my dental appointment on Tuesday. I almost forgot. It’s for the replacement night guard. I’m struggling badly at the moment, so I’m not sure how I’ll be. 

It’s 10:10. I hope you’re slowly waking up. I imagine it’s likely you will need to get things done before 14:10. I’m keeping every single thing crossed for Ireland. I imagine this is going to be one hell of a game with Scotland xx

I’m struggling badly emotionally as well. Regarding my past, I seem to be dissecting everything, including myself, my behaviours and where they originate from. I’m feeling the pain of this as well, because a lot of it wasn’t out of choice. It was for survival. It thankfully comes in bursts, but it’s draining nonetheless. 

I really do need to rest and recharge over the next three days. I’m thankful I can watch things to switch off. I’ll happily head to Saint Marie today, whilst you’re in Dublin {} xxx

Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my precious starshine, and enjoy the most terrific day for me too!! I know you’re going to love every thrilling and nail biting moment!! Brilliant!!! Have tons and tons of fun for me too, as well as some medicine {} xxx

I’ll be thinking of you, and all my love, hugs and kisses are incredibly excited to spend the day with you. We’re all hugging you tightly right now!!! {} xxxx


It’s 16:00. You must be leaping for joy!!! Yay!! Absolutely brilliant!! How are you feeling my lovely? I imagine you’re ecstatic. I feel so happy and excited for you too!!! {} xxx

That was quite a game wasn’t it?!! I only dipped in with the commentary. It felt like cat and mouse, but then with Ireland pulling away quite significantly. At 43 – 31, what a score.

I’m keeping every single thing crossed that England beat France, so that Ireland wins the championship. I imagine you’re keeping every single thing crossed as well!! I really am so happy and excited for you. My heart’s filled with joy, and I’m beaming as I write this xx

Please enjoy celebrating with medicine for me, and thoroughly enjoy Italy vs Wales. It will be brilliant if Italy win. They truly deserve it. Let’s keep everything crossed. Enjoy every thrilling minute for me too my wonderful one!! Lots and lots of celebratory hugs and kisses from me to you {} xxx

I’ve almost finished my exciting adventure in Saint Marie. I really want to say something, but I will wait in case you haven’t seen it yet xx


It’s 18:37. It’s such a shame for Italy, but great for Wales to have the win. I hope you thoroughly enjoyed the game my lovely {} xx You now have a wonderful break until the final and nail biting game. Fingers, toes and eyes crossed.

I imagine you’ll be enjoying something extra special for dinner, with some funky music. Thoroughly enjoy grooving to every delicious mouthful for me too xx

I had some rosemary focaccia with hummus. It was yummy. Tum is jumping for joy.


Liron’s making the first test for my cleansing milk. She sent me this video. It looks like a lab. The ticking noise is the magnetic stirrers.

The first beaker has water (water phase), the second (oil phase) has sunflower oil and Montanov™ 68, which is a vegetable derived emulsifier consisting of Cetearyl Alcohol and Cetearyl Glucoside. Both phases need to be at the same temperature of 75⁰C before they can be mixed together.

When the water and oil mixture cools to 40⁰C, a mixture of glycerin, Geogard Ultra (natural preservative), xanthan gum and citric acid can be added to it.

Once we get this formula to work (fingers crossed), we’ll be able to add other ingredients if needed.


It’s 21:18. Wow!! I’ve just seen the score: France 31 England 27. You really must be at the edge of your seat. I imagine you’re loving every single second. Fantastic!! I really hope England win for Ireland.

21:37. France 38 – England 39. I can’t imagine how you must be feeling right now. So close!! It’s a shame there’s still about half an hour to go. You must be on tenderhooks. What a ride!! I imagine medicine is holding your hand very tightly {} xx

I’m staying with the commentary now. My tum has a knot in it as well.

22:00. Jesus!! 45-46. Almost there!! Nooo! France have a penalty. Regardless of the score, I know you’ve loved every second of this game, and Ireland’s as well. I’m keeping everything Ramos misses. I bet you are as well my lovely {}

Oh no!!! 48-46. That was so close for England and Ireland. Again, I know you’re not going to be too disappointed. You would’ve loved the exciting rollercoaster of a ride. What a fantastic way to end the championship. Yes, is it sensational.

I really wish I could ask you what you’re thinking right now, and how you’re feeling. Chris Jones wrote that it’s the best Six Nations of all time. I imagine you’ll agree. I’m so happy and excited for you my lovely!! I truly am!! I wish I could hug you {} xxx

Continue enjoying your glorious day for me too. When it’s time to say Nnight, sleep restfully and blissfully, with sweet dreams for both of us {} xxx


It’s 22:22. With the dental appointment on Tuesday, and therapy two days after, I sadly need to be quiet for a little while. I really do need to rest properly.

I asked Liron if there was something wrong with me, for looking at the rugby commentary because of you. I feel so much joy and excitement for you, and I get pulled into as well (I will watch it at some point). It’s automatic. The way I think of you is automatic. It’s ingrained, along with my love and care for you.

Liron said there’s nothing wrong with how I am, and that it’s because I care about you. She said it also helps me feel connected to you. She’s right. It’s the same when I see the moon or when the sun comes out. It’s the same whenever anything reminds me of you. I feel connected to you in those precious moments {} xxx

I love you and I’m hugging you extremely tightly. My love, hugs and kisses have loved their day with you, and so have I xx Sleep well my beautiful sweetheart, with sweet dreams for me {} xxxx It’s 22:33.


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