Keep Forgetting…

28th September 2026

Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx

I really hope you’re okay, and you’ve had a wonderful day. I imagine everyone is settling in brilliantly. It’s 19:34. I hope everything’s done and you’re settling in for the evening {} xxx

I still can’t write properly, but I keep forgetting to tell you about U2’s new album. I imagine you already know that they’ve done a duet with Dolly Parton. Torn was the last song she recorded. Isn’t that beautiful? It’s extremely moving as well. I bet you can’t wait for November. It’s gonna be here in no time, just for you xx

I can’t believe it’s almost October. It really is a special month because there are two Saturdays in it this year. I only realised recently that there were two full moons in May this year. Magic!

Something else popped up just for you. It’s U2 performing Out of Control on Our Times, RTÉ, in 1979. I hope you enjoy my precious starshine xx

I also keep forgetting to tell you that I’m no longer being haunted by my past. Triggers are there, along with the anxieties, but I’m managing them better than before. I also understand things much better, which really helps. I still have a way to go, but I’m slowly getting there.

My back’s better than yesterday, and I can move about a bit more. I’ll take some painkillers in a bit, but it’s a relief not to be in excruciating pain. I’m still struggling with my brain and energy. Not being able to take the L-arginine because of my monthlies is making worse as well.

My oxygen machine is three and a half years old now. I needed to renew the service plan for another three years. She’ll be going for an MOT on Thursday. Thank you so much for always reminding me to take it {} xxx I do forget from time to time, especially since L-arginine came into my life.

I’m going to leave you with Sinead O’Connor. Going back to U2, here is Sinead with The Edge, singing Heroine. Did you sing hymns at school? We did. I loved singing Make Me A Channel Of Your Peace (Prayer of St. Francis). Sinead sings it so beautifully. I hope you love it too {} xxx

Take it gently my lovely, and enjoy the most restful and blissful evening, chilling with all the things you love {} xxx

It’s 20:20 xx Moon’s looking very moody being on the Eastside. I’m keeping everything crossed you can see their breathtaking beauty as well. Thoroughly enjoy it for me too my sweet angel {}

Rest well, then sleep soundly with sweet and dreamy dreams for both of us {} xx

I love you loads and hugging you with all my heart {} xxxx

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