My Anam Cara…

8th August 2026

Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine,

How are you? I hope you slept well and restfully with sweet dreams, and you’re all enjoying a gentle start to the day {} xxx I imagine sun’s shining gloriously. It’s the same here as well.

It’s sad news about William Orbit passing away, isn’t it? I never knew he also worked his magic on Fascinating Rhythm by Bass-O-Matic. I haven’t heard it for years. This is a wonderful clip of William Orbit talking about how Madonna’s Abba song, Like an Angel Passing Through My Room, was recorded. I hope you enjoy them both my lovely {} xxx

It’s 11:11. I’ve never heard of the term soul friend before, have you? I read this article by Maria Popova, about Simone de Beauvoir and her views about love and friendship. When Simone de Beauvoir describes how she felt with her friends, especially her childhood friend Zaza, in her diary, she described exactly how I feel with you.

As you know, I told you many times that I couldn’t explain or understand my feelings for you, but Maria and Simone explain them perfectly. This is how I feel. You are my soul friend {} xxx I’m just deeply sorry that triggers and confusion got in the way.

Coincidentally, when I told Liron about soul friends, I was extremely moved when she told me that she has the book, Anam Cara (soul friend) by John O’Donoghue. She got it over fifteen years ago. She’s going to find it for me. I know I sound ridiculous, but I took it as a hopeful sign that there’s a chance it might be okay with you, in the not too distant future {}

I’m still struggling with the crash, but I’m a bit better than yesterday. It’s shower and rest. I’m re-watching Ugly Betty at the moment. I can relate to her because this is how I’ve felt for most of my life.

You take it nice and gently, and enjoy the most gorgeous, chilled, sunny and delicious day for me too. I hope the weather allows you to venture out {} xxx

I love you my precious anam cara, and I’m sending you tons and tons of magical healing love, humungous bear hugs and a million kisses. They’ll always be with you {} xxxx

I really do hope you’re okay my lovely {} xxx

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