Remembering…
9th September 2026
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx
It’s 17:17 xx The wonderful clip you sent me of Dean Martin and Catarina Valente singing just popped up on my feed. They’re a joy to watch, aren’t they?! It’s two years today that Catarina passed away.
Soft Cell’s new song, The Rainbow Room also popped up. It’s so beautiful and poignant. I hope you enjoy it as well my precious angel {} xxx
How are you? I really do hope you’re okay and you’ll be home very soon. Sun came out to join you. I hope you’ve had a really good day my lovely, and you’re feeling very happy {} xx
I’m struggling badly. I am worse when I all my energy goes. Liron’s right, my executive functions go during these moments, and this is where the drill sergeant kicks in and tries to push me.
I sadly still don’t have the mental capacity to write to anyone, but I formatted some more of your letters. I’m getting there. Slowly but surely. I’m so exhausted. I am struggling badly.
So many things are popping up that remind me of you xx Motörhead’s cover of Louis Louis just popped up. Have you heard it? It’s great. I remember you sending me the brilliant original xx The magic boat hasn’t sailed for years.
Please take the greatest care of yourself my lovely, and have a wonderful rest tonight with something special {} Enjoy the most gorgeous, sunny and relaxing evening for me too {} xxx
I love you, I love you, I love you, and I’m hugging you like the very last time. Take it gently with lots of love and care {} xxxx