Saari Residence…
22nd March 2026
Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine,
It’s 10:29. How are you? I hope you’re okay my lovely, and you had a very restful night’s sleep with the sweetest of dreams. I hope you’re enjoying a very gentle and lazy morning {} xxx
It’s another glorious morning with sunshine. I hope the forecasts are wrong, and sun will stay with us throughout the day. It’s perfect for a gorgeous walk. If you go, thoroughly enjoy all the magic and beauty for me as well. Please take a photo of two for me {} xxx Thank you so much for taking me on some of your stunning walks xx
I imagine you already know that magnolias existed with the dinosaurs, and that it was beetles who pollinated them. That’s amazing. It’s also amazing that the hard part of them prevented the beetles from damaging them. They are tough and very resilient aren’t they?!!
I need to cut back fuchsia. It’s time. Its leaves are drooping and asking for salvation. This is the largest she’s grown so I feel reluctant to do it, but it will help her thrive. Bougainvillea is happily thriving. It’s the best she’s ever looked.
I struggled looking after a handful of plants, I now have twenty plants, not all in my room. Five in my adapted kitchen, two on the window sill of the landing, and one in the spare room. I am struggling with the watering, especially with them becoming more thirsty now. I really hope I don’t lose any due to not having enough energy to care for them.
They can and do prevent me from showering, but they give me so much joy. I do feel very ill today. I really hope I can shower. I’m only managing about two a week. I really do need more energy. I need rest. I hope you’re getting good rest my lovely. Just one more week {} xxx
Have you heard of The Saari Residence on Finland? It’s absolutely brilliant. It’s a two month residency for artists of all disciplines and all nationalities, to have space to develop their work. They offer free accomodation, and a monthly grant to cover the cost of living and expenses, including travel. The deadline is 31st March and it’s free to apply.
The anger has subsided, and I can think more clearly and rationally. I don’t think I can ignore what happened with the dentist. I don’t want anything to escalate, but I need to make it clear that what she did was wrong and unethical.
I was looking online, and found that trust with our dentist is critical. That trust comes with honestly from the dentist. The gaslighting was on another level. At least I still have the night guard as proof. Liron was surprised she let me keep it.
This is serious and I don’t think it can be ignored. Again, I will discuss it with my therapist on Thursday. I could’ve done without it. I don’t have the energy and I feel extremely ill, but perhaps this is something for me to learn from as well. Perhaps this is part of my healing journey.
It’s 11:47. I hope you’ve loved your energising quiet moment with coffee. I bet have you have. I hope you’ll enjoy going out to play with sunshine and see all wondrous beauty. If you do, love every magic moment for me too {} xx
Take your time with everything my lovely xx Enjoy the most gorgeous and relaxing day, with your precious heart filled with love, sunshine, excitement and magic. I know you’ll be cooking some amazing dishes as well. I hope you don’t finish too late {} xxx
I love you, and I’m sending you tons and tons of magical healing and protective love, with humungous bear hugs and sweet kisses. Take it gently my precious starshine {} xxxx
It’s 12:00. I’m going to leave you with Rumble in Brighton by Stray Cats. I’ve never heard of Stray Cats, have you? I hope you enjoy my lovely {} xxx