Some Saxophone Magic Just for You…

19th September 2026

Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,

It’s 12:12 xx How are you? I really hope you’re okay my lovely, and you had a very restful and peaceful night’s sleep. I hope you’re enjoying a very slow start to the day and taking everything at a gentle pace. I’m keeping everything crossed you’re not too exhausted {} xxx

I wish I could write properly to you, but I’m still struggling. I think everything is catching up with me now. I would’ve been running on adrenaline. I was completely knocked out yesterday. 

I need to try and catch up with things, but it feels impossible at the moment. I’ll hopefully finish writing a short message today. 

I just heard some brilliant music and wanted to send them to you xx Jess Gillam’s brilliant Che si può fare (Arr. Vennart), and Jess Gillam, Karl Jenkins, Royal Philharmonic Orchestra with Stravaganza: 2. Dreams & Drones. So beautiful. Jess is an amazing saxophonist, isn’t she?! 

Sivert Høyem just released his stunning rendition of More Than This. We can finally hear it in its entirety. The instrumentals are a tiny bit different from the live version. What do you think? 

I hope you enjoy all the music my beautiful sweetheart {} xxx It’s 12:21 xx

I also want to share the poem The Waking by Theodore Roethke with you. I do resonate with it. One day at a time…

It’s gone very dark and cloudy now. Sun’s having a rest. I’m going to join them. I hope you can have a more restful day as well {} xx

Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my lovely. Enjoy the most beautiful and relaxing day, with your precious heart bursting with love, sunshine, music and magic. Thoroughly enjoy your special party for me too {} xxx

I love you, I love you, I love you, and I’m hugging you with all my heart. I wish I could speak with you directly {} xxxx

Nnight Sweetheart…

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