Some Special Magic Just for You…
26th March 2026
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
It’s 16:44, and some special magic popped up just for you {} xxx It’s Paul McCartney’s new single, Days We Left Behind. He posted it just an hour ago. It’s beautiful and very moving. I hope you love it. I know you will xx
I didn’t know Paul’s releasing a new album, The Boys of Dungeon Lane, on the 29th of May. It’s the day before my birthday. You must be so excited and looking forward to it. It sounds like it’s going to be a very poinant album. I wish I could share it with you. I really would love to {} xxx
It was an unexpected surprise, and I thought of you straight away. It has made me feel hopeful…{} xx
How are you? How’s your day going? I really hope you’re okay my lovely, and it’s not a late night for you. I’m keeping everything crossed you’ll be home soon xx
I had a really good therapy session. My therapist couldn’t give me her advice about the dentist. Everything is so entwined with my past.
I told her about my thought processes over the last week. The turmoil I go through when someone does something wrong, and how I end up blaming and hating myself by the end of it. It’s a clear pattern.
I’ve never talked about these thoughts before. It’s automatic, so I just thought that’s how I am. I just thought I was fucked up. I really do feel insane in those moments.
My therapist asked me what my initial instinct was regarding the dentist. I replied, “I need to tell her how I feel. I can’t stay silent”. I finally got there!! I will write directly to the dentist. I don’t want it to escalate. Doing this is an important part of my healing process as well.
My therapist is right, by me asking for her advice about the dentist, I was seeking validation from her. I need to validate myself, especially because it is tied to my past experiences. I need to trust myself, which is something I could never do, and it put me in harms way.
It’s 17:17. I need to stop and completely rest now.
I hope the remaining time flies by. Get home safely and quickly my lovely. Then enjoy sitting back and winding down with Paul. I’m so happy he popped up just for you my lovely. I really wish I could send this to you directly {} xxx
I just remembered sending you a couple of songs from The California Honeydrops, during one of your late nights. It’s the first time you heard them, and you loved them as well. I just had a look and they’ve released two new songs recently, sweet 365 Flavors and soulful Lovin’ Made Easy. I hope you enjoy them once again xx
Take the greatest care of yourself my precious sweetheart, and take it gently. Enjoy the most beautiful, relaxing and very restful evening. Give yourself lots and lots of love, care and pampering for me {} xxx
I love you so much, and I’m hugging you like the very last time. Completely switch off and rest well my lovely. Just one more day {} xxxx