Technicolour Surprises…

2nd April 2026

Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx

It’s 11:44. How are you my lovely? I hope you’re feeling great, and your beautiful heart’s filled with love, joy and plenty of sunshine. I hope you slept like a baby after watching the Artemis’s exciting launch. I imagine you loved it {} xx I was fast asleep, but I saw it as first thing, as soon as I woke up. It’s fantastic!! 

I realised you would have been only seven at the last launch. So sweet. Do you remember? I completely missed it by a year and a half. 

It’s such a glorious day today. Do you have any plans? If you go for a gorgeous walk, or anywhere else special, thoroughly enjoy the most fabulous day for me too xx It’s the perfect day to be out, feeling the sun’s warmth and radiance. I’ll enjoy it from my bed. 

I hope this cunning cat makes you smile xx I still find myself saving funny things for you, just in case…

I’m still struggling badly. Emotionally, I feel distressed. I feel I can’t cope. I do reach for my camera in these moments. It doesn’t help that I’m still in the crash. 

Someone very special arrived, and they do look magnificent in their colourful coat. Joseph’s Coat would love to say hello to you. 

I found Joseph’s Coat Croton on Etsy. They were a bargain at £14.99 (including postage and packaging).

I still feel very upset about Croton dying suddenly and unexpectedly. I just hope Joseph will be very happy here, and he’ll stay for a long time. Croton was only with me for a year.

Pink Paradise is happily growing new roots. It’s been nine days. They’re my test tube babies.

Pink Paradise’s cuttings seem to be happy in their pots as well. 

I really do need to respond to a message today. I have so many. My brain and energy is worse than last year. Therapy is taking everything. I feel so ill with this crash. 

It’s still much easier, and less energy consuming, writing to you. I wish I could speak with you directly. I wish could say hello and know how you are. I really do hope you’re okay, and you’re keeping really well my lovely {} xxx

It’s 12:12. Bird’s are singing merrily on high.

Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my precious starshine, and enjoy the most gorgeous, magical and relaxing day for me too. Take everything at your own pace, and thoroughly enjoy all the magnificence for me too {} xxx

I’m thinking of you and sending you oodles of love, with the biggest and tightest of magical healing and protective bear hugs, and a million kisses {} xxxx

It’s 12:45. I just heard Take That’s new song, You’re a Superstar. It’s sweet and very uplifting. I hope you enjoy it my lovely. You always will be {} xxx

I not only reach out for my camera, I reach out for you too {} xxx It’s making me cry, and the pain in my heart’s still there.

It’s 13:43. Take That performing Windows with Jools just popped up. It’s such a beautiful song. I hope that window never closes…

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