Thoughts of You…
20th May 2026
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx
It’s 03:27. I just can’t get to sleep. Everything’s coming to mind. Random thoughts and memories of you are popping up. I just realised, you took the photo of your odd socks in your special studio. That’s so lovely {} xxx
I went on twitter and the first song that came up was Paul singing Hope of Deliverance in Peru. It did give me some hope.
There were other songs that popped up that reminded me of you, including Noel Gallagher’s rendition of There’s a Light that Never Goes Out. I remember you sending me The Smiths’ version as if it was yesterday. It was when I could still come down and eat at the table. Liron teased me and said I was like a teenager, because I was listening to it and messaging you whilst eating.
She always knew when it was you because I always beamed with happiness, the chuckles were a giveaway as well {} xx
I hope you’re sleeping soundly and restfully with the sweetest of dreams my lovely {} xxx
I’m going to take a sleeping tablet and hopefully get some sleep. Nnight, sleep tight. Jasper and I are hugging you through the phone {} xxxx