Venus Nestled in for the Night…

8th April 2026

Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,

How are you my lovely? I really hope you’re okay, and you’re feeling extremely happy. I hope you’ve enjoyed the most gorgeous day with sunshine. I hope you’ve enjoyed something special {} xxx

It’s 20:53. I just popped into my makeshift kitchen, and I was greeted by the most stunning clouds. Venus was nestled in amongst them. I hope you loved being captivated by her magic as well xx 

Venus nestled in for the night at 20:37. My camera clock is two hours behind. It’s a bit like me)

It’s amazing to think she was captured alongside Moon on Monday. The photos really are jaw-droppingly stunning aren’t they?!! 

Artemis II Total Solar Eclipse with Venus – NASA

It’s been an extremely difficult day. I unexpectedly had therapy today rather than tomorrow. I desperately needed it, so it worked out perfectly. 

My therapist confirmed that, during my triggered states, my unresolved feelings are sadly being displaced onto you, which is constant at the moment. Again, I’m working through this, and I will put these feelings where they truly belong. 

I am deeply sorry that you get caught up in the cross fire. It honestly has been out of my control. Please, please forgive me {} This is why I need to sort out my mess first. It will help keep us both safe, if you would like to resume our precious friendship.

Please know that during my triggered states, my unresolved feelings get displaced with others as well. It’s not just you. I wish it didn’t happen at all. 

I am in free fall, and feel completely overwhelmed by everything that’s coming up. My therapist reassured me that it will come to a stop. This is part of the process because I am dismantling everything, including myself. 

I’m completely shattered and crashed. I feel so ill. I wish I could have some anesthetic, to put me to sleep for days. My body and brain desperately needs it. They’re not getting a chance to recover. 

I really do hope you’re now feeling rested, and your battery has recharged. I hope you’re all keeping really well my lovely. There are many people on Twitter saying how they’re struggling with their health. As always, I’m keeping everything crossed you and all your loved ones are being kept safe {} xx 

It’s 22:11. Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my precious angel. Sleep well, sleep restfully and blissfully, with sweet dreams for both of us {} xxx

I’m sending you all my love, with the biggest and tightest of magical healing and protective bear hugs and kisses. They’ll nestle in with you {} xxxx It’s 22:22.

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