Wedding Day…
20th June 2026
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx
How are you? I really hope you slept restfully and peacefully, and you’re enjoying a very gentle and relaxing day, with lots and lots of pampering. I hope you’re okay my lovely, and not too exhausted {} xxx
It’s 14:00. I imagine you’ll be preparing something for lunch, or you’ve gone out for lunch. I’m keeping everything crossed it’s the latter.
It’s 14:14 xx It’s the wedding day. I so wish I could be there, not just for the wedding, but for Liron as well, for emotional support. She’s struggling. I hoped getting away from here would help her switch off from everything, but it sadly hasn’t. She’s terrified for her life and getting nightmares. It’s heartbreaking.
It’s a welcome relief that the Lib Dems have come out in support for the transgender community. Along with the Greens, it makes two. There was a judge in the US who went against Trumps anti-trans laws recently. It’s sadly not going to be the same here.
I showered earlier, put on a dress, a little bit of mascara, and will be joining them for a toast around 15:00 (16:00 their time). This is when they’ll be having the wedding ceremony. Everything is in one place, which they all decorated yesterday. It looks stunning, very elegant with sweet touches.
I’ve just opened a bottle of prosecco from a dear friend. I naturally needed to try a little bit before the toast. It’s delicious and extremely drinkable. It has the delicious apple taste. I think you’d enjoy it xx I’ve just discovered that the word Brut tells us that it’s dry. I know you’d know this.
It’s 14:53. Almost time for the ceremony to begin. I’m already feeling a little merry. Liron will let me know when it’s time to raise my glass and make a toast to the very special couple.
It’s 15:51, I’m waiting for the toast, but my taste buds are greedy and they’re enjoying the prosecco a bit too much. I do feel a little bit more than merry now.
It’s 16:11. I just got the special message, and I’ve raised my glass and made a toast to the beautiful couple.
It’s 20:38. I hope you’re having a gorgeous day my lovely, and you’re enjoying a fabulous music party, with lots of heavenly food and drink. Here’s Shuggie Otis’s Inspiration Information just for you {} xxx
I’m watching the Good Fight. I watched the first three series years ago but missed the others. I forgot how good it is. Have you seen it? It’s when Trump came into power the first time. If only they knew there was going to be a second term!!
They’re chasing the elusive memo 618. Judges are sent a sheet of paper with just those words, and their lives are ruined if they don’t comply. Memo 618 is a code for them to dismiss cases of the rich and the powerful.
Memo 618 is fictitious, but we see it happening all the time. The memo’s not needed. Trump is a great example, so is Epstein and Netanyahu.
There was an episode about Epstein’s death and linking Trump to him. The episode was aired in 2020, and then COVID-19 soon followed. It felt strange seeing it. I was too ill during that time, so I missed it in a way, but then I’m still in my own lockdown with Long COVID. It hasn’t ended for me, or for millions of others around the world.
This is what it’s like, permanent lockdown, but you can’t go out for walks or have contact with people. You can’t even do the basics, and you feel ill most of the time. The tiny amount of energy I have is inconceivable to a healthy person. It would’ve been to me when I was healthy.
There’s also the constant threat of deteriorating with the crashes, and the guilt of not being able to keep in contact with loved ones. This is what it’s like. It’s horrendous and there’s no way out of it. It’s like being in limbo. The grief of all the losses is another layer, along with the isolation and helplessness.
Then there’s all the things you miss out on, and all your dreams crushed. Missing special moments with loved ones, like the wedding today. Missing everyone and everything. This illness really does take so much away. It sucks the life out of you, and you can’t fight back. It just punishes you if you do. It punishes you for trying. Cruel bastard.
I hope you’re chilling and having a wonderful rest my lovely. Have tons of fun playing your gorgeous heart out {} xx Could you please play something for me?
Thoroughly enjoy the rest of your beautiful and chilled evening. Then sleep well, sleep restfully and blissfully, with sweet dreams for you and for me {} xxx
I love you so much, and I’m hugging you extra tightly. Rest well my precious angel {} xxxx It’s 21:21. You’re with me constantly xx