Lost at Sea…
15th April 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
Did you know that Paul McCartney was in a DC comic with Superman and Batman? He is a super hero!! It was a Christmas special. Before you see the cover, can you guess which song he’s singing?
I only heard the drum and keyboard introduction of The Cure’s Plainsong being played, and it stirred up all my emotions. The song is sublime. I remember sending you this stunning live version at Sydney Opera House. You never did say what you thought of Endsong and their new album. It was definitely worth the wait.
Echo and the Bunnymen’s gorgeous live version of Ocean Rain also comes to mind. I sent you this as well. It’s been a difficult couple of days. I’m so worn out but I can’t rest. I see the huge mess before me, that is me, and I don’t know how I’m going to be able to make myself less messy.
The resistance is very strong. My thoughts and behaviours are harming me, but it’s all I know, so it feels safer than the unknown. Change in theory sounds easy, but it’s much harder and more painful in reality.
I really hope you’re okay my precious sweetheart, and you’ve enjoyed the most beautiful, exciting and joyful day {} xxx
Sleep well, and sleep peacefully and restfully with sweet dreams for me. I love you {} xxxx