Magic Moment…
20th June 2025
Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine,
I really hope you got some restful sleep. The heat does make it harder. It’s great having the breeze today, but I know this might be a double edged sword for you with your hay fever. I really do hope you’re feeling okay my lovely. You’re almost free {} xxx
I think the sodium chloride tablets are definitely helping to calm my autonomic nervous system. It’s also lowered my heart rate a little bit, which is great. Despite my sleep being interrupted, I am sleeping better and my battery is charging well. I’m taking a small dosage of 0.6g a day, so it’s safe.
I’m hoping it’ll help give my body space to heal a little bit, like the oxygen. I’m with oxygen right now. The high doses of iron would also be helping. It’s working out well.
I had a magic moment first thing. I was trying to think of the song I wanted to send you. I’ve sent it to you before. I just couldn’t remember it, what it sounded like or who it was by. That doesn’t help does it?
I started listening to a song on YouTube first thing and scrolled down. I only saw the top quarter of a suggestion and accidentally clicked on it. It was the song, except the person had put it over a film called Serendipity, which is also a very apt word. Here’s the song just for you my lovely, Nick Drake’s Northern Sky {} xxx
The magic really gave me hope that it’s going to be okay with you. Again, I understand if you don’t want to continue our friendship, and that’ll be okay. It doesn’t stop me from hoping though. I’ve never felt magic like this…
Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my precious sweetheart, and have a really good day. I hope it zooms by. Sun will be eagerly waiting to come home with you. Once everything is done, sit back, relax and rest, rest and rest with some fabulous music. Enjoy the most beautiful evening for me too {} xxx
I love you and I’m sending you tons and tons of love, with the biggest and tightest of magical healing and protective bear hugs, bursting with sunshine kisses {} xxxx
14.35
I spoke too soon about the sodium chloride tablets. It does help my autonomic nervous system, but it’s flaring up my eczema. I’ll try reducing it. My skin and body are too sensitive. It’s frustrating but there’s not much I can do. If I can’t take them at all then I’ll increase the salt in my food. I do feel gutted.
15.30
I just read that anaemia caused by iron, folate or vitamin B12 can make dysautonomia symptoms worse. Fingers crossed my symptoms will improve, including my heart rate, when my iron levels are normal again.
I needed to postpone my scan until next Friday. I wasn’t sure I was going to be well enough for Monday.
I hope you haven’t got too long to go now. Get home quickly and safely, and enjoy completely switching off with lots of rest, relaxation and TLC. I’m hugging you extra tightly {} xxxx