Magical Sight of Foxy…
5th May 2025
Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx
It’s 11:22. I imagine you’ve just enjoyed your special moment with coffee with sunshine.
How are you? I really do hope you’re okay my lovely, and you feel a bit more rested after your beautiful long weekend. I hope so {} xxx I know it’ll start getting busier now. I’m keeping everything crossed it’s not too full on today, and no late night this week.
I’m struggling badly. I have the hospital appointment tomorrow, so I’ve been taking the extra oxygen and L-arginine, but they can only go so far. I need to shower and make hair happy as well.
I needed to share the most adorable sight with you. I saw foxy in a neighbour’s garden this morning, and she wasn’t alone. She was surrounded by her four adorable and playful cubs. They were such a delight, and really lifted my spirits. I hope they warm your precious heart as well {} xxx
Everything feels so dark and depressing. So much is out of our control. Love and Rockets’ fantastic rendition of The Temptations Ball Of Confusion feels very apt. Nothing changes does it?!!
They’re all scared of the Greens aren’t they?!! The attacks from the parties and the propaganda machine are relentless and ferocious. I just saw that the approval rating for Zack has gone down, but this isn’t surprising after the last week.
I keep reminding myself of Corbyn. He still got a huge percentage of votes despite the attacks, and the Labour party working against him. The Greens have unity.
We desperately need more people to vote. It doesn’t matter who they vote for. They need to exercise that sacred right, especially the young.
Please take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my lovely {} xxx Nourish your precious heart with all the things you love. I think it’s critical for all of us to do this, especially now. I’m trying to escape in this room the best way I can.
It did shock me how little energy I have yesterday. I remembered what I could do before getting ill. It was all gone in a blink of eye. Separating the pileas from their mother took everything out of me. I just can’t get my body to work. Proper rest feels impossible. I can’t switch off mentally. Messages are piling high. I don’t have the energy to write them. I can’t cope.
It’s 12:21. I’ll say bye for now xx I feel so ill, and I look it as well. I’m starting to crash. I hope tomorrow’s appointment doesn’t cause any setbacks. I think I will definitely need oxygen whilst I’m there. I hope I’ll be able to lie down for the cortisol test.
I could rest properly when you were here. I also felt so much joy speaking with you… I do miss you with all my heart, I really do. I really do hope you’re okay my lovely, and everything is going well. I wish I could ask you directly {} xxx
What do you have for lunch? I bet it’s superb. Thoroughly enjoy making you and your sweet tum very happy. I hope you can have a quiet moment together xx
Have a wonderful afternoon. I hope it flies by. Then get home quickly and safely, and enjoy the most gorgeous, relaxing and restful evening, with your heavenly meal. Thoroughly enjoy playing your precious heart out for me too {} xxx
I love you, and I’m sending you tons and tons of love, with the biggest and tightest of magical healing and protective bear hugs and kisses. Give yourself lots of love, care and kindness for me my lovely {} xxxx
I almost forgot. I got an email from someone from The Sunday Times asking for an interview. I quickly corrected them and gave the politician’s government contact details. They said they’re not getting a response from that route, and hoped they could via, what they thought was, her direct email address. I always thought press had a direct lines to politicians, so I was surprised that they don’t.
It’s 14:51. I’ve just started watching Quadrophenia for the very first time. You must have loved revising it over the holiday!! Brilliant!! The actors look so young don’t they?!! I just heard Zoot Suit. Here it is again just for you xx I didn’t know it was in the film. That’s the second time I’ve heard it since last October, a very special month {}
Thoroughly enjoy your second meeting with coffee my lovely. They’ll give you lots of comforting love, hugs and kisses from me as well xx
The music’s brilliant isn’t it?!! The party’s now over. I think I’ve only been to a few house parties when I was young. They were never like that though. I went to the first one because I really liked someone. It was at his house. He became a dear friend, and then my first and penultimate boyfriend.
Did you go to many house parties? I bet you did, and I imagine they were pretty wild. I wish I could speak with you {} xxx
I’ve just finished watching Quadrophenia. It’s a great film but very sad. I didn’t expect it to end so tragically. Poor Jimmy. There are many Jimmy’s aren’t there?
I couldn’t help but think of The Outsiders, except the gangs were the Greasers and the Socs. I read it when I was young. The film’s great as well. Have you seen it?
It’s 17:47. You must be very happily home and starting to wind down. Treat yourself to something very special, and have a restful evening, chilling and enjoying doing as you please xx
It’s shower now. I feel bunged up. I’m really pushing my luck with my health. I just need to get through tomorrow’s cortisol test. I’m keeping everything crossed the level’s are fine now, since the iron infusions and the L-arginine. I read it’s not good taking cortisol steroids for long periods, because it completely stops our body from producing it. Fingers crossed.
I know you know all the music from Quadrophenia like the back of your hand, so I’m going to leave you with Emerald Green Eyes by Eva Petersen. I hope you love it too xx
Rest well my precious starshine. Hug hug. Kiss, kiss {} xxxx
It’s 19:01. Shower needs to wait until the morning. I’m crashing. I needed more time between the inspection and appointment.