Please Let Me Know…
4th July 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
I really do hope you’re not too shattered and you’ve now settled in for the evening. Rest, rest and rest my lovely, and enjoy all the fabulous music for me too {} xx
Again, I really do hope you’re reading these. I know this is going to sound extremely morbid, I honestly don’t mean to but I need to say it. If anything ever happens before I do contact you directly, can you please let me know? I promise I will do the same as well, especially if time is also an issue. Life is unpredictable and incredibly fragile.
I just want you to be well, healthy and happy, I really do. You mean the world to me {} xxx
Knowing all of this, I’m so sorry it’s such a mess with me. I wish it wasn’t like this. I hate triggers. You were always the first person I’d speak with in these moments, and many other moments. I spoke with you about anything and everything.
I’ve just had our special gin. Probably wasn’t a good idea but it tasted wonderful. I hope medicine is joining you as well {} xx Moon is upset they couldn’t join in, it’s too cloudy.
I imagine you’re very excited about the rugby marathon tomorrow. There are so many games and such an early start. Thoroughly enjoy every thrilling moment for me too my precious sweetheart. I’m keeping my fingers crossed for your favourites, especially the 18.00 game. I hope you’ll be jumping for joy. I’m sure you will be {} xxx
I love you so much and hugging you extra tightly. Sleep well and very restfully my lovely, with the sweetest of dreams for you and for me {} xxxx