Second Chances…
16th July 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
I hope you’ve enjoyed the most gorgeous day. It’s wonderful sun stayed with us. I hope you’re now chilling and resting with something very special {} xxx
I saw the Last Christmas episode of the Doctor. There were some very moving moments, especially between Clara and the Doctor. The scene where Clara has aged and the Doctor realises he’s missed sixty two years of her life, is incredibly poignant. So many regrets for both. Thankfully it was all a dream. I wish this was.
The final scene where the Doctor was elated to be given a second chance with Clara is joyous. I can imagine feeling the same with you too. I’ll carry the Doctor’s hope. Yes he’s right, second chances are rare {} xx
The episode also reminded me of when I thought perhaps this was a dream and our dreams are a reality. This was in my teens. I guess it was wishful thinking because my dreams were much better than my reality.
I thought if I was good enough I could escape to Narnia through our wardrobe. I tried so many times. I was hoping to be rescued. Unknowingly and unconsciously it stayed with me. I see that now. Again, I need to rescue myself and I think I’m finally starting. Little by little.
Take it gently my lovely, and give yourself lots of love and care for me too. It’s 20.40. I’m picturing you in your studio having tons of fun playing your precious heart out. I hope you’re singing as well. Can you please play something for me?
I’ve been going to sleep with you singing Old Father Tyme for quite a long time now. It’s just as comforting as before. It’s so lovely, especially when I wake up during the night. I quickly fall asleep again whilst hugging you through my phone {} xxx
I love you to the edge of the universe and back. Hug hug. Kiss kiss {} xxxx
I’ve just finished posting this and it’s 21.21. Nnight. Sleep well and blissfully with the sweetest of dreams for both of us {} xxx