Slightly Triggered…
27th June 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
I hope you’ll be happily settling in for the night very soon my lovely. I really do hope you’re not too shattered. Sun’s coming out just for you this weekend so you can enjoy relaxing with them. Take it nice and gently and take your time with everything {} xxx
It took much longer at the hospital. The mild sedative did knock me out and I was quite unsteady on my feet. I had the pelvic scan, but I sadly couldn’t do the examination with the probe. It was too painful. I really do have a problem. I think I might be slightly triggered by today. The nurses were so lovely.
I have fibroids which are causing the heavy bleeding. My next appointment will be with a gynaecologist for treatment options. They would be able to give me something to reduce the heavy bleeding. This is my preferred option. I do feel shattered but my system is still calm.
I’m still amazed, my pulse rate was mainly in the 60s and 70s. I needed to walk quite a bit and my body didn’t go into the exercise state. It is a miracle. Again, I hope it can last.
I can’t help but feel a bit down at the moment. There’s so much going on. Therapy stuff is still there and I’ll start again on Monday. I feel there’s a lot of anger sitting there.
It’s 21.05, I fell fast asleep writing to you. It’s time to sleep. I hope you’re curled up, wonderfully relaxed and enjoying Glastonbury. Thoroughly enjoy it for me too my lovely and rest, rest and rest {} xxx
Here’s Chris Difford & Glen Tilbrook singing Up The Junction at Glastonbury. It’s so lovely, especially the kazoo players. I hope you enjoy it too my precious sweetheart {} xx
Nnight, sleep well and restfully, with the sweetest of dreams for both of us. Kiss kiss, hug hug {} xxxx