Surgery…
15th October 2025
Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,
How are you my lovely? I really hope you’re okay and you slept very soundly with sweet dreams {} xxx I hope you’re having a really good start to the day and I’m keeping everything crossed it’s not a late night this week.
It’s 12:05. I crashed badly when I got to the hospital, but after two hours with oxygen, I’m finally coming back to life again. I’m snuggled up with Sparkles. She’s giving me a lot of comfort.
Surgery should hopefully be within the next couple of hours. I am looking forward to the deep sleep. I’m also looking forward to having something to eat afterwards. I’ve ordered the chickpea, cherry tomato and olive tagine with toasted pita bread and yoghurt. Tum hasn’t had anything to eat since last night, so they’ll be jumping for joy as well. It’s 12:12.
I’m so happy I can write this. I didn’t have the energy to look at my phone all morning. I was surprised with the traffic at around 06:45. It’s time for surgery. 12:17.
It’s 14:29. All done. Feel completely out of it. Had a good sleep. Completely forgot where I was when I came around. It went really well. It was a large fibroid. They’ll do a biopsy which is normal. It’ll be fine. Feel very sore down there. I will sleep but looking forward to food. Blood has pressure came down straight after surgery, but high again. Will need to speak with my doctor. It’ll be okay.
Will have an appointment with my gynaecologist in six weeks. She’s lovely. Feel gutted I wasn’t given any morphine. That’s the best part of surgery. Just a strong pain killer. I love you so much {} xxx
I hope you’ve enjoyed your scrumptious lunch my lovely. Have a wonderful afternoon. Tons and tons of love, hugs and kisses {} xxxx
It’s 15:15. Thoroughly enjoy your special moment with coffee my lovely. As always, they’ll give you lots of comforting hugs and kisses from me too. My tagine is here. It’s delicious {} xxx
It’s 19:19. I hope you’re almost finished doing what you need to, so that you can completely switch off and rest my lovely. I really hope you’re okay and not too exhausted {} xxx
It’s amazing how much road works affect the traffic. We got caught up in it on our way home. I thought of you. I’m so sorry you’re affected by it as well. It’s an even longer day for you. I’m keeping everything crossed it won’t be for too long.
Liron came to the hospital at exactly 17:00, the same time Miles Kane was due to play and do the signing at HMV in Brum. I’ll keep a look out to see if he posts anything.
October really is a very auspicious month, and it brings with it lots of beautiful and precious treasures into the world {} xxx
My taste buds are severely affected by the anaesthetic today. I do need stronger flavours. Tea tastes awful, but the luxurious 71% Sambirano Madagascan dark chocolate, from Willie’s Cocoa, is absolutely divine.
I keep forgetting to tell you about this amazing chocolate. I got it last week. It’s very expensive for 50g, but this is the case of quality over quantity. It’s like having a glass of red. The berry fruits hit you at first and then comes the tobacco. Having it with tea amplifies the fruitiness at first, followed by the tobacco, but then the fruity flavours return and happily linger.
I’m converted and I would highly recommend it. Regards to cost, it probably works out to be the same or slightly cheaper than the one I usually have. I only need a tiny piece or two, so it lasts much longer and it’s better for the waistline as well. Win win!! It’s definitely one to be savoured with tiny bites. It would be the perfect accompaniment to our favourite red.
I sadly need to stay away from medicine for a little while. Please enjoy some for me tonight, and thoroughly love every heavenly sip for me as well {} xx
Getting the huge dose of oxygen during surgery really has really brought me back to life. It’s the first time they saw someone get excited about being given oxygen. It is my lifeline. So are you, even now. You’re still my safety and my comfort blanket {} xxx
It’s 20:02. I will stop, rest and sleep now. I do need lots of it to recover from today and the rest of the month. I feel hopeful that everything’s going to be okay {} xx
Please take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself too my sweetest angel. Enjoy the most fabulous evening, with your precious heart bursting with music, moonlight, love and romance. Let’s dance {} xxx
I love you, I love you, I love you and I’m hugging you with all my might. Rest well my lovely {} xxxx