Thank You for the Music…

Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine,

It’s 12.12. It’s such a gorgeous day. Sun’s come out just for you, so that you can thoroughly enjoy it over the Bank holiday. I hope your precious heart’s beaming {} xx

How are you my lovely? I really hope you slept restfully and blissfully, and you’re enjoying a very lazy morning. The next two days are perfect for magical walks. Thoroughly enjoy them for me too {} xxx

I forgot how addictive jigsaws are and how much I love them. I finished it this morning. This has been a brilliant and fun one to do. When I recognised the artist, their song played in my head, and when I didn’t you were singing in my head. It’s been a really lovely one to do.

Thank You for the Music – © Hannah Stephenson-Kelly (Illustrator) © The Original Jigsaw Company

There are 203 artists. It’s impossible to fit everyone in but you’ll be shocked to hear The Who aren’t there. They’ve produced so many iconic songs, but others aren’t there either, Talking Heads, Paul Weller, Simple Minds and many others. Perhaps there’ll be another jigsaw.

I’m struggling today but it’s not surprising. It’s the monthlies as well. I really do need to rest so that I’m okay for my chest X-ray on Tuesday. It’s at the Priory Hospital. Liron’s coming with me because we’re unsure if my energy will hold out.

My body is definitely more reliant since the iron infusions. I’m holding up well considering all the other things that are going on as well. My brain is busy working on everything. I was terrified of my dad, but I feel he wanted this because it gave him control and power…

It’s time to switch off. Since The Who aren’t in the jigsaw, here’s the brilliant Baba O’Riley. I do love it, and I imagine you do as well. I love you {} xxx

Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my precious sweetheart, and enjoy the most gorgeous, relaxing, joyful and sunny day for me too. Happy holidays! I’m hugging you like the very last time. It’s 13.13 {} xxxx

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