There’s Always a Beat for You…
21st February 2026
Good afternoon my most beautiful and precious starshine,
How are you my lovely? I hope you’re feeling wonderful and a lot more rested. I hope you’ve slept like a baby with the sweetest of dreams, and you’re enjoying a very gentle start {} xxx
I imagine you don’t care about the gloom outside, because you have the rugby starting in just over two hours. Yay!!! It’s 12:05.
This made me chuckle this morning. I hope it makes chuckle as well xx
My son asked me, ” Where does poo come from?”
I was a little uncomfortable but gave him an honest explanation. He looked a little perplexed, and stared at me in stunned silence for a few seconds, and then asked, “And Tigger?” – Twitter post by Zack Riley@ColdHeart_Prj
I also hope you enjoyed a fabulous music night. I listened to Gladys Night at the BBC. She’s amazing isn’t she?!! I’ve never heard Every Beat Of My Heart before. It’s beautiful. It’s the first time I heard Friendship Train with the Pips as well. It’s so funky.
This was unexpected find this morning. It’s Fire (Luke 12:49) by Sister Irene O’Connor. She’s an Australian Catholic nun, who recorded the album when she was in Singapore in 1973.
I hope you enjoy all of them my beautiful sweetheart {} xx
I started writing to you about my appointment with the holistic therapist, and my realisations this week. It was very long so I thought I’d keep it separate. It follows this.
I was speaking with Liron about my mum yesterday, and I told her how that child came back to life with you. She gave me a big smile and said, “I Know. I saw it”. She could see I was playful with you, even though she didn’t know what we talked about. She saw it in the way I was. I was a joyful, playful and cheeky bunny. I can’t thank you enough for making me feel safe for that child to come out and play again. She’d been buried for decades.
I was thinking about safely, and I wonder if this, along with trust, is where love is born. I felt safe to be my true self with you. You provided that safety by just being your beautiful and wonderful self. That’s the best gift you could ever have given me, and I thank you will all my heart and soul, I really do {} xxx
I need to rest today. Shower if I can. I have an appointment at the QE on Monday. They’re testing my cortisol levels. It’ll be the longest I’ve been out since last October. I haven’t fully come out if this ongoing crash, so it’s likely I will crash badly. Thankfully I have no more appointments until the following week with therapy. I desperately need that time to try and recover.
It’s now 13:10. Just one hour until kickoff!! Fantastic!! Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my precious angel, and enjoy the most fabulous, thrilling and fun day for me too. I hope your precious heart will be soaring. I’m keeping every single thing crossed {} xxx
I love you, I love you, I love you, and I’m hugging you extremely tightly. Rest and play my lovely {} xxxx It’s 13:13. Kiss, kiss. Hug, hug xxx
It’s 16:26. That was a humungous win!! I bet you loved every second of it. You must be so happy and excited. I am for you too my lovely xx
Please enjoy a celebratory drink for me, along with the next thrilling game {} xxx Perhaps Jamison Gibson-Park will be enjoying a Gibson. I still haven’t tried it yet. It’s patiently waiting. Have you said hello to Gibson?
I’m sending you tons and tons of love, with the biggest and tightest of over the moon bear hugs and kisses {} xxxx