‘Til We Meet Again…

7th December 2025

Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine {} xxx

How are you my lovely? How has your week been? I really do hope you’re okay and you’re keeping well. Again, I’m keeping everything crossed that the viruses are being kept safely away from you. I also hope you’re sleeping soundly and very peacefully. I hope everyone and everything is okay {} xxx

I hope you’re enjoying a very lazy, hazy Sunday morning. If you watched the cricket, I hope you thoroughly enjoyed it. I imagine there was a lot of celebrations after the football match yesterday afternoon. Wonderful!!

How will your day be? I hope you don’t need to go out. If you do, it’s briefly. It’s wet and miserable. I have my lamps on. I just imagined your beautiful glowing lamp. Take it gently my beautiful sweetheart and I hope you’ll be enjoying The War Between the Land and the Sea later. I’ll be joining you {} xx 

I’m struggling extremely badly with my energy and symptoms, and my brain’s just not working. I feel so il8l, and I look it as well. I can barely do anything. I do feel dead to the world. Noel comes to mind along with you. I sent it to you as soon as I heard it that morning. You then sent it to me a number of days later {} xx 

Despite this, I managed to speak with a very dear friend this week, which was wonderful. I want to share something special with you, but it sadly needs to wait until next time. I need more energy.

The other thing is, with not having enough energy to write to you, I miss you even more. I’ve never experienced anything like this before. The grief is hitting me hard again. I even felt it after speaking with my dear friend. Perhaps it’s because we’re fast approaching Christmas. My heart’s aching again. I had a good cry today. 

I just needed to say hello to you. I wish I could speak with you. I wish I could hug you {} xxx 

Thanks to Turner, I now realise that my heart didn’t just break because of my love for you, it was because of everything, including the safety I felt with you. I wish I could write and explain properly. I will as soon as I can. Hopefully next time, when my brain’s working a bit better. 

It’s 12:21. I heard Ultravox’s Reap the Wild Wind for the first time. It’s a great song. I also heard Santa Claus Wants Some Lovin’, by Albert King, for the first time this morning. It’s so cool. I hope you enjoy them both my lovely {} xxx

Please take it gently, and give yourself lots of love and care for me too. You haven’t got long to go now until your much needed holiday. I really do hope you’re okay my lovely, and you’re not too exhausted {} xx

Despite the gloom outside, enjoy the most gorgeous day with your beautiful heart filled with love, sunshine, music and magic. I imagine you’ll be making lots of heavenly dishes as well. I hope you don’t finish too late, so that you can rest well this evening {} xxx 

I love you so much and I miss you dearly. The magic healing comfort blanket will wrap itself snuggly around you, and they’ll give you lots of love, hugs and kisses from me as well. Take the greatest and gentlest care of yourself my precious starshine {} xxxx It’s 13:13.

I almost forgot, the Cold Moon has been magnificent hasn’t it?!! It changes from hazy and mysterious, to shining with complete clarity. It looked as if it was drawn with soft pastels on one of the nights. Sheer magic. It’s wonderful seeing sparkling Jupiter and Uranus as well. I always think of you and say hello… I imagine you’ve loved every minute with them as well.

I didn’t have the energy to take any photos of them, but I did take a photo of the moon on Thursday 27th November. I completely forgot to send it to you. Here it is just for you. I love you and I hug you {} xxx

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