Waking up with Dazzling Jupiter and Venus…

22nd September 2025

Good morning my most beautiful and precious starshine,

How are you my lovely? I really hope you’re okay, and you slept soundly with sweet and blissful dreams {} xxx I hope you’re keeping warm. I imagine you must’ve felt It first thing. It does feeling nippy today but glorious with the sunshine. I imagine you enjoyed a lovely drive in. You must be looking forward to the colours changing over the next month. 

Did you see Jupiter and Venus this morning? I hope so. I woke up just before 6am and quickly looked out of my window. They dazzled and looked spectacular against the dark blue sky. Absolutely stunning. They’re now photographed in my memory.

It’s 10.00. I’d love to know how your day’s going to be. I hope everything is going extremely well, and you’ll be enjoying a wonderful and exciting day. Coffee is really looking forward to seeing you, and hearing about your weekend. They’ve been saving all their hugs and kisses for you {} xxx

I have a couple of songs for you to listen to later. The first is a fantastic funky rendition of Don’t You Forget About Me by Fake Music, using AI. It’s scary how good it sounds. I Wanna Thank You by Robert Finley, which is completely authentic, is also great. I hope you enjoy them both my beautiful sweetheart {} xx

Simple Minds are re-releasing their brilliant Once Upon a Time album. I don’t have it, but it took me a while to press the buy button last night, because of the price. It’s a special deluxe 5 disc edition, and they have Don’t You Forget About Me as well. It’s going to arrive on that very special day {} xxx

I don’t have any issues spending money on others, I can justify it. I do feel guilty when it’s for myself, but I have improved over the years. Liron’s been great and has helped me with this.

I’m still struggling and haven’t come out of this crash. I need to be well enough to see my respiratory consultant in two days. I haven’t got long. I overestimated what I was capable of doing regarding the appointments. These appointments aren’t sustainable. 

The other thing that would be draining are the things I’ve had to push away, because of my appointments. My therapist reassured me that I wasn’t avoiding it by doing so. After my last session, I was trying to get a timeline of when the most traumatising attack happened. I hoped to get a clearer picture and unlock some memories. I’ll explain separately. 

First, I’m going to warm up with a cuppa. It’s 11.00. I hope you’ll be seeing coffee any minute now. Let’s enjoy our special cuppas together {} xx I really wish I could speak with you directly.

Take the greatest care of yourself my precious sweetheart, and have a wonderful day. I hope it’s filled with lots of magic moments {} xxx

I love you and I’m sending you tons and tons of love, with the biggest and tightest of magical healing and protective bear hugs, bursting with warm kisses {} xxxx It’s 11.11.

Timelines and Memories…

Letters of Love, Regret and Hope