Words, Intuition and Happiness on the Night Train…

21st June 2025

Hello my most beautiful and precious starshine, 

I hope you’re feeling okay and you’re enjoying a very restful and relaxing day. I really do hope you’re not too exhausted my lovely. Despite the sun needing a rest, I hope it’s shining brightly in your precious heart {} xxx

If you’re watching the cricket, I hope you’re loving every exciting moment. 

I imagine you’ve had something very yummy for lunch. I haven’t had the green salad with watermelon and feta cheese for a long time. I forgot how good they taste together. The salad has a balsamic dressing. 

I just opened YouTube and clicked on Night Train by Marvin Berry & the Starlighters was there. I naturally thought of you. I can’t believe I didn’t remember it being in Back to the Future. Here’s the clip just for you my amazing sweetheart {} xx

Another gem popped up on my feed this morning. I completely forgot about Wordy Rappinghood by Tom Tom Club. I imagine you know it well. Lorelei is also great. There are moments in it that reminds me of Goldfrapp’s Happiness. Perhaps it’s just me. 

I wish the side effects of the sodium chloride weren’t too bad. It’s the first time I woke up with energy. I can stand up for a bit longer. I’ve watered some of the plants. I showered easily for the first time in ages. 

I put on something summery and a little bit of mascara. It feels lovely. I washed hair yesterday, so I don’t look a mess. I haven’t felt like this since last year. It’s amazing how much difference a calmer nervous system and lower heart rate makes. I know working through things is helping as well. I’m very slowly getting there.

The side effects are sadly too severe. My tum is bloated like a balloon and quite painful. I’m drinking water like a fish and I just got a hive. It should get back to normal in a week or two. The iron infusion would be upsetting tum as well. 

I’ll try again in a few weeks. Perhaps just one tablet a week. I can split it in two. In the meantime I’m going to swap the sea salt to Hymalayan salt. It’s meant to be better for histamine intolerance. Fingers crossed. 

I really do hope you’re okay my lovely {} xx Take it extra gently and rest whenever you can. Thoroughly enjoy your fabulous funky party and have tons of fun for me too. Make your precious heart soar with the things you love {} xxx

Sun’s finally coming out for us. Let’s enjoy it together. I love you and I’m hugging you super tightly through my phone {} xxxx

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